Sorry I know that I need to keep posting but I've been really busy.(☆^O^☆)thnx for understanding.
The school day finished so me and Abby go back to our dorm room. I need to start doing homework so I can get ready for my performance.
Finishing homework takes forever but I finally do. I get my bag ready,put all of my makeup in a bag,and place my shoes in the bag. Just as I am about to take a shower I look to find Abby. I was so busy getting ready that I didn't realize that she was on the floor scrunched up into a little corner. I approach her and I see tears are all along her face.
" Abby what's wrong? You need to get ready for your performance. You're going to be late and your under study will take your place."
I hear her mumble something. But she repeats it. "I lied. I'm so sorry that I lied. I don't have a solo performance. I am the understudy" I stare at her in shock. I don't understand why she would lie. But she answers my question.
" I don't expect you to understand. Why would you? You are the main event. I wanted someone to be proud of me. I wanted someone to look at me in awe. I wanted what so many times I saw you doing to others. You move people and I can't understand why I can't do that."
She tries to stop herself from crying out loud but she can't. She gasps and for a second I seriously question if she can breath. The tears flow so quickly from her eyes. I'm in an awkward situation and I can't think of a thing to say. But I have to try helping her.
" Abby do you really think you need someone to be proud of you? If you really need that then you should probably realize now that there isn't going to be a lot of people that are proud of you.In fact they probably won't even remember who you are after we graduate."
I see it in her eyes.She's asking me how I am even trying to help her. "But it doesn't matter what they think or what they remember. Because no matter what you have to remember that I will always be here.And I will always be proud of you. No matter what happens you are closer to me than family.And that means we will forever be together."
She finally lifts her face to look at me.She makes a smile so genuine it could cure cancer.It reminds me of when we were little kids. I remember so many times when she needed me to help her stop crying. She never got over the fact of how are famiies shipped us off to school.But me on the other hand ..I was always fine with the idea that I didn't have a family.Therefore tjis always put me in the position of being the more emotionally stable one.
"Well Abby Abbs I have to go get ready.You should too.You will never get a solo if you miss this performance."
"Okay yeah I'll get ready.Thanks Sof."
I know that this chapter is very short.But I am going to try to start writing about two times a week.
