Somedays

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Guess I fell off the wagon this time
Landed a little to hard
And I don't need ur sympathy vote
I barely know who u are

You made me want to cry
Every single night
So I wrapped my self up
And took the ribbon back on my life

Because I put my everything in you
And you gave it all up
And I never was enough

And I wonder what or if I'll tell you
I opened my healing heart
You tore the paper apart

Too broken to realize I'd been played
Sometimes I don't think you even knew you were doing it somedays
But only some days

Guess I stood to close to the flame
3rd degree burns from fire
But even when it seems the ashes have settled
I never seem to let the wounds perspire

I've been so screwed with
And now to you I'm just a name
I didn't know you were the water
And I didn't know I was the flame

Maybe it's just somedays
You realize that you hurt me up to the end
But it just crosses ur mind
As you put on your makeup with your dolls and play pretend
I use to be one if them

Sometimes I don't think you even knew you were doing it somedays
But only some days

Someday you'll be awake
Someday you will realize you just play
Because every day
it's not a game

Maybe you'll realize
Someday

Because I realized

just a little to late

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