By My Side

chapter 7

Allan

I was surprised she stood for her self.It made her look beautiful.After seeing her up close I couldn't bring my self to think she was ugly.At school she always had her hoodie on all the time it was hard to see her face but now that I had seen it I couldn't unsee its beauty.

She walked out and headed to the school gate.I stood from my spot and followed her closely just to make sure she was okay.since I dropped her home on Thursday I felt sick,I felt horrible for treating her the way i did,it was hunting me and I thought making sure she was okay would help me feel better.it had to.

She sat at the bench in the empty park and I leaned on a tree far enough not to get her attention.she seemed in deep thought as she sipped her smoothie.i was watching her and her slow movements.

I could her her small whippers and cries which soon turned out into full blown out cries.I couldn't hear her outburst of curses quite well but I could hear some of her cursing being directed to molly for hurting her baby, our baby.

I wanted to comfort her help her calm down but I couldn't because I new I was part of the reason she was in so much pain.

I couldn't afford to be there for her because my mum would kill me.My relationship ment more than just a normal relationship to her.it ment a business deal for her and Molly's parents.and she would do anything to keep it,anything.

But I threw that out the window when she screamed out for love.Just a little bit of it and at that moment I rushed to her side and threw my arms around he tiny figure.I hugged her so tight I didn't care if the world would come crushing down all I knew was she needed me and I was going to be there.

I was going to be there all the way even if it was the last thing I would do.

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Tessa

I was still shaking when I felt too strong arms wrap around me.I was about to go into defence mode when I felt his voice ,

"Shhhh tess ,its alright I'm hear I got you"

It was him it was allan and what the hell was he doing hear?I wiggles myself from his arms and looked at him through my hoodie.

"What are you doing here?"
Allan::"I know I'm the last person you want to see and hear from but let me be hear for you?"

His eyes eyes hold so much suffering and his voice was laced with so much sincerity but I couldn't help but question.

"You pushed me away allan,you said it was my mess."

Allan::"I know and I'm sorry just allow me to be here?"

"I can't do that your just going to leave like you did last time ,like you always do with all the other girls"

Allan::"I cant promise a relationship or anything but I'm not going to leave you,I want to be right here.for you and our baby"

The moment he said our baby he had me,I fell back into his chest and cried.He kept his chin on my head and rubbed soothing circles on my back while his other arm held me to his chest.

I dont know how long we sat there but my cries were soon replaced with hiccups and i soon feel asleep exhausted both emotionally and physically.