My pain is finally over?

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Izaya P.O.V

I got out from Shizu-chan's house and just run. my face was red and i just couldn't believe what happened. 'first I finally met Shizu-chan again and than I'm suddenly i woke up in his house and than... uhhh i can't... it was so close... HE was too close... but...i liked it. i liked him...what am i suppose to do about it?? there's no way that Shizu-chan will ever love me back, I'm a male and I have nothing special about me. he easily could find some cute or beautiful girl to be with...' i sighed again but than stopped running. where am i suppose to go now? if i go back now father will kill me. like literally... not only that i ran away from him, i also talk to another man. yep I'm definitely gonna die if I'm going back home. so what am i gonna do now? i can't go back to Shizu-chan's house, it will be to awkward. i gave up i just started to go in the street. 

*a few hours later*

I'm exhausted. its already night time and i kinda scared of the dark. not in a child-ish way, it just that every time that it was night time father will come to hit me.every.single.night. i sat on a bunch that i saw in a park, i don't even know where am i right now. it look a little bit familiar but because of the dark i couldn't see for sure. i than heard foots steps that stop right beside me so i looked up only to see three men that i didn't know. "can i help you with something?" i asked the three strangers that looked at me, they looked like they were in the same age like me, maybe a bit older. "what a cutie like you doing in such a place so late in the night alone?" one of them finally spoke "its non of your business" i told him in a bit rude way "why don't you come with us to play? We can have a lot of fun together~" he told in a weird tone that i didn't liked. "no thank you, I'm busy right now" i said with a fake smile "oh, don't be boring. lets go! "he told me, he then took my hand and tried to force me to stand but i refused "LET ME GO!" i yelled and tried to make him to let me go. he wasn't strong but he was stronger than me, damn it. i could hear them laughing and it pissed me off because i couldn't do anything about it. but suddenly they stopped and i could feel the man's hand letting me go, i looked up a bit scared from what i may see but than i saw someone, "K-KAWAFUJI-SAN??" i guess that's that man's name, the three of them suddenly started to get scared 'is he important person?' i thought. "go away. NOW!" he told them "Y-YES, WE'RE SORRY!" they yell and ran away. 'ok?, it was weird'.

 i then got a clearly sight of the man. he looked like in the same age as me, he had blonde hair and ocean eyes, I think that he was in the same height as Shizu-chan and I was sure that he was popular with girls, whatever. "Are you ok little girl?" he asked and I was shocked and then frowned "I'm a MALE and I'm not  little I'm already 16 years old " I told him while I folded my hand and pouted, he looked at me shocked "are you sure?" he looked at me again from the toe to the head "I'm pretty sure that I was born as a male so yes I'm sure" he looked at me and than just laughed, I admit he looked very handsome but my Shizu-chan was more beautiful-I than realized what I just thought and blushed. "well its fine either way. what are you doing here in such a hour? its not safe for girl-I mean boys to be alone in night" I let his slip go unnoticed "well I'm not sure where am I either, I just walked around here and than somehow got here" I told him a bit embarrassed that I got lost like a little child, he giggled and say "where are you live? I'll show you the way" he smiled and wait for my answer. I really didn't know what to say, should I go home now? I guess I have to, I can't stay in the streets..."umm I-" I started but stopped by someone who hugged me from behind, my eyes wided in fear and then took a look at who it was. "do you have problem with MY IZAYA, Kawafuji Haruto-kun?"(A/N- Haruto is not character from durarara he's just a character that I came up with.) this voice "Shizu-chan??" I asked in surprised but I saw that the person that now I know that called Haruto-san looked more in shook that I did "Heiwajima? what are you doing here?" he asked with an angry face "Shizu-chan, do you know him?" I asked wondering how they know each other "yes I do know him, we are in the same school, basically classmates" Shizu-chan told as he's not letting me go, "heiwajima, how do you know Izaya-kun?" he told in a tone that I couldn't catch- anger? no it wasn't it, jealousy? I guess not either, so what is it? "We're childhood friends but soon something more" Shizu-chan say close to my ear, I blushed at the last part. "well" Haruto-kun took my arm and pulled me to his side "sorry but it ain't gonna happen' now." ok, now I was more red than tomato, once again Shizu-chan took me to his side and say "in your dreams" he hold me in a bride-style form and started to run somewhere, I heard Haruto-kun yelling "WAIT!!!!" but Shizu-chan didn't stopped. somehow, I didn't really  hated it, I liked it. I felt safe in Shizu-chan's arms.

A few minuets later we arrived to his house, he laid me on the sofa and for a few minuets he just looked at me until he finally broke the silence "why was Kawafuji with you?" he asked with a serious voice "t-three guys tried to take me somewhere but he helped me and made them go away." i told him "don't get too close to him anymore, he's a dangerous person" he told me with serious voice "how is he a dangerous person? he don't look like that to me..." Shizu-chan sighed and then sat besides me " he is the leader of some strong gang in this city, I'm stronger that him though." he said "REALLY? amazing Shizu-chan, i didn't knew you were so strong" I told him, I swear i saw him blushing for a minuets but as soon as it came the soon it go so I wasn't sure about that. "yeah... anyway just don't get so close to him more that the necessary ok?" he asked "ok..." "good" he smiled at me and i blushed "how about we eat dinner now? its getting late" Shizu-chan asked and than i notice the problem that caused all of this "I have to go home!" i got up in hurry, afraid of what father will do to me now. suddenly I felt hand that stopping me from going any further "Don't leave" i looked at Shizu-chan's sad face, i felt bad for leaving him again but if i won't go now father will kill me and possibly Shizu-chan too... "Shizu-chan, i have to go. my father will go insane if I won't come back soon, even now he might think that me as Dana is cheating on him and start to look for me." I said as I fighting my tears to stop "he won't bother you again" he said in a quiet yell, I didn't understand what he mean so i asked "what?" "I said that he won't bother you ever again, before we meet in the park i took him to the police and told them what he did to you, he's gonna be in jail for a very long time" he told me with smiling face. i was in shook. does that mean the its over? there will be no more screams? no more pain? no more hiding under the bed, waiting to him to go away? I fell on my knees and started to cry. not from being sad, I was happy. i never even thought that this nightmare will be over in anther way than me die. "its ok Izaya. everything will be ok." Shizu-chan whispered my in the ear while he sat next to me and then he hugged me. I hugged him back still crying. "Shizu-chan, thank you so much" I said with all my heart into this thanks.


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