HE'S ONLY MINE!(SHIZAYA STORY)

a bit of Izaya's past

warning: may be a bit trigger for some people

"IZAYA!!! YOU!!!! I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!! YOU MADE MY LIFE HELL!!!*SLAP*"

-I'm sorry for being born.

"IZAYA!!! WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE HA?? GO AWAY! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOUR FACE HERE ANYMORE *KICK*"

-I'm sorry for being here.

"HEY, LOOK AT HIM! HE HAVE A RED EYES! HE'S A MONSTER!!! GO AWAY YOU FREAK!!"

-I'm sorry for being freak.

"THE MONSTER IS COMMING THIS WAY!! RUN AWAY!!"

-I'm sorry for being a monster.

"YOU USELESS KID, CAN'T YOU MAKE EVEN A SIMPLE BREAKFAST FOR YOUR FATHER??? YOU'RE ALREADY A 8 YEARS OLD AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO COOK FOR YOURSELF!!!! YOU'RE SO USELESS!!! I SHOULD HAVE NOT BRINGING YOU HERE FROM THE ORPAGH!!!"

-I'm sorry for being useless.

"DIE! YOU MONSTER!"

-It's for the better if i do.

"YOU'RE NOT WELCOME HERE YOU FREAK!"

-I know.

"I HATE YOU"

-I hate myself too.

"HA?? FRIENDS? WITH YOU?? HAHAHAH! DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH! WHY WOULD I BE FRIENDS WITH A FREAK LIKE YOU??"

-I see...

"I WISH YOU WOULD ROT IN HELL! YOU MONSTER!!"

-Hell? is it a worst place than here? I don't think that's possible.

"CAN YOU DO YOURSELF A FAVER AND DIE? WOULDN'T IT BE BETTER FOR YOU?"

-die? yeah...maybe it's a good idea after all.

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"I'M SHIZOU. WANNA BE MY FRIEND?"

-friends? why would you be a friend of a monster like me?

"WHO IS A MONSTER?"

-I am. my mother always says I'm a monster that shouldn't be alive...

"WELL.. I DON'T THINK YOU'RE A MONSTER! YOU LOOK NICE. WHAT'S YOUR NAME?"

-my name is-

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"ya... Iz..ya...IZAYA!!!"

*wake up*

"Are you ok? did something happen to you? oh god, I knew that something bad is gonna happen..."

"Shizou-chan? what happend?"

"I don't know, after you left I just can't shake the though that something has happened to you so I came here to check on you and I found you on the floor. what happened to you?"

"I'm not sure... I remember dumping into someone.. and he looked familiar for some reason but I can't remember who it was.. he also said something about 'finally meeting again' so we probably met before but.. I just can't remember who he was or how he looked like..."

"I see.. well what do you wanna do? stay at home or going to school? it's better if we will be together at place where he probably doesn't know about."

"Lets go to the school, I worked hard to get enough money to enter this school and I'm not gonna let someone I don't even remember ruin this" I said as I got up.

"ok. but stay by my side the WHOLE time and don't go anywhere without me. understoop?"

"YES SIR!"

"good, and now lets go, maybe we'll be there on time!"

"ok"

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hey to the people who reading this, i just wanna say that I'm sorry that the chapter is short but it's 4.am right now and my brain is doesn't working anymore.

I hope to see you in the next chapter which will be when I'll get motivation to write it... it probably will happened sooner or later..

and until then- goodbye<3