HE'S ONLY MINE!(SHIZAYA STORY)

EVERYTHING IS OK NOW!

IZAYA P.O.V

I woke up to screams and a very strong knockings on the door, i knew it was father who woke up earlier than me today and was angry that there wasn't breakfast on the table and I knew exactly what is going to happen and I was really terrifying of that "YOU PIECE OF SHIT WAKE UP RIGHT NOW, IT ALREADY 7.A.M  AND YOU'RE STILL SLEEPING??? SO UNGREATFUL, IT WAS BETTER IF I DIDN'T TOOK YOU IN" I was hurt. it really hurt me to hear that. yes, I hated him with all my heart but he still was my father. The door suddenly open up and father came in" you useless kid, there's no food in the fridge, go and buy it." he said and started go towards the door but he stopped and look at me "Tch" he said and got out. a few minuets later I was heading to the store to buy food with MY money, my father didn't worked so I have to work and bring the money home, it was really hard and I never really went to school because of that but I finally had enough money for school and it start tomorrow, I'm kind of exciting but I also worried, what if they wouldn't like me? what if they would bully me? What if-" *bumped* I bumped into someone and fell on the floor. I looked up to see someone that looked scary and he hold out his hand and I was sure he gonna hit me but to my surprise he didn't, he asked for forgiveness and he still holding his hand out but I didn't took it, what if he will hold me and then beat me up? I didn't wanted that or father will get angry at me for talking to another man another than him-you see, when father told me that I'm looked like his ex-wife Dana so he deiced to adopted me but when people talked to me he get angry at me and told me that I'm cheating on him and things like that... anyway I got up and got a better look at the man, he was taller than me and he had a beautiful blond hair and brown eyes. he looked really good almost blushed but than remembered what father will do to me if he ever know that, I asked for forgiveness one more time and quickly walked before ill start to blush, well I had mask on my face so people probably won't even see that but still.... a few minuets later I get to the store, buy what I needed and went home. I started to cook and  than bring my father the food and than run to my room and started to think about my childhood friend shizo-chan, back than he was shorter than me and I remember I often tested him about that... it was fun, I hold up my hand  as if I can touch the ceiling and smiled, but right after I felt tears streaming down my face 'Shizo-chan, I miss you so much' I put my hands on my face, hiding my tears from no one and started to cry not notice someone came into my room until I felt someone grabing my hands away from my face, my eyes wide when I saw my father standing there with an angry face "who made you cry my dear?" he said in a soft tone which I know he talked to that Dana, "no one, I'm just tired" I said with a fake smile "DON'T LIE TO ME DANA! ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME? ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT LEAVE ME?" he yelled and tighten the grip on my arm, it hurt. 'N-no I swear I didn't do anything like that I just-" before I finish my sentence he come closer to me and started to choke me, I couldn't breath... I tried to move his hands away but he was too strong, I then took the alarm that was beside my bed and tried to hit him, I missed his head but I managed to hit his shoulder and from the pain he let go of my arm and hold his shoulder, he coursed my name and I took this opportunity and run out of the house. I ran and ran and ran I didn't even know where I'm going, all I thought about was how to get away from him. I heard him yelling and cursing my name and I turn my head to look at him but I didn't stop running, but than I felt someone holding me, I looked up and I saw the person that I bumped into earlier. I tried to get out his grip but I couldn't, he was to strong and I notice he looked at me, I didn't know why thought, a yell made me look at my father as he told the man to hand me over to him, I was so terrifying, I starter to see black. the last thing I remember is the one who hold me told the man "DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH WHAT'S MINE AGAIN! his voice made me remember Shizo-chan, ' I wonder why...' then I blocked out.