My Life After You (shawn mendes)

CHAPTER ELVEN

HAZEL POV
"Where am I?" I asked looking around noticing it is my old bedroom from when I was three

"You don't remember your old man?" It could not be, when I turned around I saw my dad standing there with his hand opened I ran into his arms and cried

"Why am I here" I asked but his face sadden

"My Beautiful Child you did something last night that I wished did not happened but I do not blame you, you went through alot in that night" he said taking me to my old room to sit on my bed

"I could not bare the p-pain I-i am so sorry" I said crying and he hugged me I missed him so much I just wished he was real

"I know honey but it is your choice to go back or stay" He said getting up and taking me downstairs

"What?! How can I still be alive I was in the tub" I asked confused as he took me to shawn

"I like him" he said with a smile I watched shawn hold my hand crying. My body was hooked up with wires and it was pale and fragile

"If you want to go you can go I would not be mad I know you went through alot I just you to you that I love you and I did since the first time I laid my eyes on you I was just scared to tell you because I know you deserve better" He said looking at me with red puffy eyes

"Hazel Grace your mom is has been here with you but she is not here because she has work now"

"How long have I been in this coma?" I asked my dad but he teared up

"2 weeks" He said I fell on my kness crying

"I-I want to back to him" I said to my dad

"Whatever your heart desires" He said taking me to the door of out house but when I opened it, it was bright and every where was white

"I love you dad" I said hugging him one last time

"I love you too and I would always be with you no matter what"

"I don't want to leave you again" I said choking on my tears and he passed his hand on my hair

"I know but when it is your time you and would be back like the old times I promise" he said breaking the hug and wipping my tears

When I woked up I gasped for air. I saw shawn jumped up and shouted for a nurse before I knew it I was surrounded by doctors and nurses