CHAPTER TWELVE

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SHAWN POV
"Where are you going?" Aaliyah asked before walking infront of me

"I am just going for some days ok" I said putting some of my clothes in a bag and walking to my jeep

"Shawn you can not keep running from your problems" Aaliyah said looking at me with sadness in her eyes

"Liyah go inside and lock the door ok I would be back in a day or two" I said hugging her going in to the jeep and driving off

There is a place where everyone feels safe,a place were you can be you,a plaace that feels more like home

And that place is in the middle of no where if I am being honest, Everytime I feel like I am about to hurt someone or myself I drive to an abandoned lake and just sit there watching the light shine into the water

Sometime I like to think that under these water is another world, a world where know one can tell you who you are suppose to be

I got my guitar and my notebook and Hazel Grace was the only thing in my mind the only person that kept me on my toes

I ran because I taught that if I would have been with her earlier then she would not be in a coma she would be laughing at Triss horrible jokes and telling Carly to fuck of about her not wantting to live a little

I have not slept in days because when I close my eyes I see her fragile body in the bloody water and her face covered in her wet hair

Before I knew it I began to write

I started rembering the times she would dance in public and not even care what people say

Or when she shouted every word of Taylor Swift

She is the life of the party, that is when I picked my guitar up and started playing a randum beat and started writing

I love it when you just don't care
I love it when you dance like there's nobody there
So when it gets hard, don't be afraid
We don't care what them people say
I love it when you don't take no
I love it when you do what you want cause you just said so
Let them all go home, we out late
We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary
Make your best mistakes
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party
I'm telling you to take your shot it might be scary
Hearts are gonna break
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Together we can just let go
Pretend like there's no one else here that we know
Slow dance fall in love as the club track plays
We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary
Make your best mistakes
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party
I'm telling you to take your shot it might be scary
Hearts are gonna break
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Come out tonight, come out tonight
There's no one standing in your way
Come out tonight, come out tonight
We don't care what them people say
We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary
Make your best mistakes
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party
I'm telling you to take your shot it might be scary
Hearts are gonna break
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Life of the party
So don't let them keep you down
Oh you know you can't give up
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

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