Sorry-feeling regret or penitence
"Mr Han...first of all I'd like to say congratulations you are a father to two small but healthy twin girls but your wife she's not doing very well. She came in with high blood pressure which caused preeclampsia. The babies were in danger and so was Minhyeon so we had to deliver them for all's safety. If you would like I can take you to meet your daughters." Jisung looked over at his friends as they gave him a nod signaling he should go meet his daughters.
Walking down to the NICU he began to feel nervous. He questioned if the doctor was being truthful about the twins condition. They were 7 weeks premature and twins meaning they could have some respiratory issues among other things.
"Mr Han?"
"Oh yes sorry I was a bit lost in thought then..."
"It's completely fine all I need you to do is wash your hands up to your elbows for 5 minutes then you can come in and meet your babies; I'll be doing the same thing."Moments later Jisung was led into the room that held a small bed with monitors around it. Once he was in front of the bed her looked down to see two small babies with oxygen on and a big blanket. To him they looked like small china dolls so delicate they could break if you touched them. His heart broke in an instant seeing them like this; he began to blame himself more and more. If only he'd never argued with Minhyeon. If only he'd just talked with her they wouldn't have been born yet and wouldn't be this small and underdeveloped. The tears kept streaming down his eyes as he watched them sleeping peacefully next to each other.
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Leaving the room with the doctor he stood outside the room not knowing what he should do next.
"Mr Han if you'd like I can take you to see your wife. She'll be out of the recovery room now."
"I...I don't know if I should."
"Mr Han, is it ok if I call you Jisung."
"Yeah,"
"Well Jisung I don't mean to sound rude in any way but what if Minhyeon's condition worsens? What if you can't see her again? I think it would be best to go see her now and then tomorrow morning if you think it's safe; bring your son here to see her. I believe and so does everyone that Minhyeon will get better but we have to be cautious just incase of anything."
"Ok..."Standing in the door way of Minhyeon's room, he saw her lying their looking pale and sickly. Beginning to walk closer to her; he sat on the chair next to her and held onto her hand.
"I'm so sorry Minhyeon...I'm so so sorry that I never let you explain. I'm sorry I kicked you out, I'm sorry I kept taking Jaemin from you, I'm sorry we argued so much. I'm sorry if anything bad happens to you or our babies. It will be my fault if anything happens...listen though, I promise that once you get through this and the babies do like I believe you will; I will let you exlplaim whenever you're ready. I promise that you can scream at me all you want and steal all the bedtimes with Jaemin. I love you so so much Minhyeon. Without you or our kids I don't know what I would do."
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My Saviour
FanfictionOne night by chance two people met without a clue who the other was. One on a night celebrating while the other on a night to heal their broken soul. A Han Jisung fanfic for a friend