Diaries From Covid-19

entry 6

April 26, 2020

quarantine day 41

ive become delirious I think. actually ive just become more depressed. I really should just take my meds, but I think I don't like the idea of it. I haven't updated my poetry in a while which I might end up doing tonight because there's so much in my head right now.

my birthday's in a week. my brothers birthday is in 6 days. I have nothing for him, because I'm broke and im stuck at home. this will be the best worst birthday ever I think. good because im going to be 15 and then my mom will teach me to drive, but bad because im not with people, and it'll have been a year since my parents split. not new, but different. 

im a little better, but ive decided I should start making my music. I have some ideas, I have a whole album planned but I only know how to play ukulele and that's a little upsetting. so I need to makeshift the drums and other things. I guess I want to be as successful as Billie Eilish, but have the message of Twenty One Pilots while still having a bit of Panic! flair. I can't be them but I can strive to be like them.

I think that's it for now