How Much Is Too Much?

Chapter4

☆Jaelyn's POV☆

♡No Guidance blaring out of the speakers♡

I rolled over and turned off my alarm that was still connected to my speaker in my room, groggily moving the sheets off of my body I got up and did my normal morning routine but before I did anything my mother walked in "Hey sweetie I was wondering where the music was coming from at 6 in the morning" "Sorry mom I forgot to disconnect the speaker last night." Going towards my closet, "Well how did you sleep", hmm I dont even remember falling asleep... I thought to myself "I guess it was alright" "Well when your done getting ready for work come downstairs me and your father would like to have a conversation with you", I nodded to my mother and she walked out. Not much of a morning person. I grabbed my favorite red towel and walked into my bathroom.

°15 minutes later°

Wiping the humidity off of my mirror, looking at myself knowing that I looked worst than I did yesterday 'HA You always look like shit Jaelyn' 'Don't nobody is going to love you the way you think you're going to be' 'Might as well drive off into a body of water'... I tried to shake these voices outta my head but it seems like it never helps. Anyway I got myself ready in one of my new outfits for work

◇ Customize Weed Diamond shirt Camo◇
◇White baggy jeans◇
◇Customize white and gold supreme sneakers◇
◇Bubble letters King long chain◇
◇White Crown Bracelet◇

"Are you going to work or a fashion show?" My dad says as he walks into my room and sits on my bed. "Umm work but you know I like to look good" "Yeah but eventually you have to dress professionally or at least sooner or later", rolling my eyes after his statement "Is there something you need dad", trying to figure out why he is in my room, "Well your mother couldn't wait anymore she had to go into work early" "Okay and?" Going into my bathroom to start doing my hair, my beautiful curls are getting long I need to cut it soon... "Well when you get out of work today, we set up an appointment with your therapist, what you did yesterday can't continuously happening and we want to make sure you are in a safe mindset", aweeeee I'm a softie for stuff like that. "Alright dad I'll do it. What time is the appointment?" "6:30 ish". I smiled and gave him a hug as he walked out of my room. I got done with my hair and went downstairs, my phone buzzed a few times in my pocket. I grabbed a blueberry muffin noticing that I was late to open the shop and get this grand opening ideas on the road "See ya later pops", with that I walked out of the door and got into my sweet little Nissan Altima connected my phone on to the bluetooth and put on High Fashion by Roddy Ricch and disappeared before the sun came up. By the time it was already 7:45am and I was finishing up my blueberry muffin in front of the store waiting for nobody else but Marcos himself. I seen a all black GT Mustang pulled up right behind my Nissan Altima and here comes his little skinny ass hopping right out of his car with a huge smile on his face and a pack of blunts in his hand?... "Hold up I thought I was the stoner in this relationship" "You are sis cause these are for you from Stephen", now that I think of it I did forget to pick up some more last night. "Yeah he told me to swing by and pick it up because it seems like you forgot which means I had to pay for it" "Yeah yeah I know I owe $45", this was a normal thing. I unlock the gate and open up the store.