How Much Is Too Much?

Chapter 5

■POV Vanessa■

I was sleeping so good til my fiancè woke me up with breakfast in bed. Now she only does this when she's about to leave... again.
"Hey good morning beautiful" as she smiles at me, I hate it when she leaves it like we can't never spend time together. Why did she had to join the military. "Morning babe" as I gave her a kiss on her cheek. "Aw why are you not in a good mood babe? Did you not sleep well by my side" "Because I know your gonna leave in a few hours and I'm stuck in the house by myself for the next 6 months", at this point I was upset. I put the food down on our bedside table and walked out of our room and went down stairs. Rico our cute little bulldog saw me and ran over to me, I know he can tell I was upset cause he sat with me on the floor. "Babe!" I heard yell but I'm already down here "What you want!!," "Baby why are you treating me like this. I thought it going to be us against the world" "EXPECT IT'S JUST YOU... Listen Deejay I love you I really do but I'm tired of being in this house by myself everyday and every night"
"I understand babe, but when we got together 3 years ago-"

●Flash back from 3 years ago●

"Babe I got in!!" "Got in to what papi?" "I got into the Navy!!!". I can see the excitement in her smile and eyes, can't believe my baby, my future wife, is going to be in the Navy. "Are you sure this something you want to do babe?" "Yes I'm sure, but I have a question for you", let me tell you this we have only been together for two months and yes I am in love with her already. I can't help it the heart wants what it wants. She was the finest woman in our class. At least we'll be able to graduate with our class together. I'll be an intern for psychology company and she can follow her dreams of being in the Navy and becoming the Captain of her platoon. "Yes I'm sorry that I spaced out" she kissed my forehead and chuckled. "Do you still want to be with me while I'm in bootcamp for the next following year after we graduate", I thought it over for a second and I had to smile and I looked at her and said "Yes". She screamed in excitement and I was happy too but I'm just hoping this doesn't change anything... I mean it's just bootcamp for a year it couldn't be that bad without her around.

●Flashback over back to their conversation●

Coming back from those thoughts of that day and Deejay is still waiting for me to respond truthfully to her, I sighed and looked up to her just admiring her looks and noticing how toned her body has gotten with all the heavily workouts that she does. "I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to yell. Yes it us and only us. I just be missing you so much and miss how good you be fucking me. Like you know how horny I am without you." She started to laugh and she picked me up and took me upstairs. Let's just say things got real nasty for the next few hours.

My eyes fluttered open and I turned over to just admire my wife just sleeping so heavenly next to me. Letting my fingers trace all over her tattoos, there's nothing better than a light skin covered in tattoos from the neck and down. And til this day I still remember how we met, I was getting my first tattoo and she well was getting her 10th tattoo done. As soon we both was done, she came over to me and my sister introduced herself and gave me her number. And walked away, I was so cheesing so hard but look at us now happily in love. I didn't even notice her get up and got into the shower, she walked out with her hair all wet and curly and the towel around her waist. Tattoos all glistening again and boom I'm wet again. I just watched her get into uniform, it was so attractive; she grabbed her bags and went to her car she came back up here and gave me a long sloppy delicious kiss "Babe I'll see you at my graduation 6 months from now", and with that she walked out of the house and I was alone again. Maybe I can text Jaelyn and see how she's doing I haven't talked to her since Deejay was home but now she's gone.

Nessa: Hey Jae how are you?
Jaelyn "Daddyish": Oh now you decide to text me? What's been going on that you went ghost on me?
Nessa: Work and School I'm sorry but let me make it up to you.
J: Hmph sure whatchu got on yo pretty lil mind of yours

N: hmmm I dont know yet but hold on though receiving a call from work.

With that our texting conversation ended.

There was an appointment made at the clinic that I'm currently working for.

●3 hours later●

Jaelyn Maria King is standing right in front of me, I didn't know she was going to be the one that's gonna be my client for the next 6 months. Ay! This gonna be such a long way but I gotta keep it as professional as possible.

The drive home was long and slow. I wonder why the hell out of the 78 billion human beings on this earth why it had to be Jaelyn. Why her!?!?! Just why. I pulled up to my drive way and started to punch the fuck outta my wheel making it horn over and over again. I got out of the car and walked into my lovely humble home. I miss her already, I went over to my office put everything down and started to run over the case about Jaelyn... this is going to be a very long night. Rico startled me as soon as I heard him barking, I looked at the time and it was 4:20am; I got up from my chair and went towards all the barking, "what's going on little man why you gotta scare momma like that" I cooed to him, if only dogs can talk maybe he'll tell me. But I guess I didn't notice that there was someone knocking on the door, I went head and grabbed the gun that was hidden underneath the sink cabinet and answered the door. "Who the fuck are you and why are you knocking on my door?!" I yelled and the mysterious person said "Hey Woah there I was trying to see if I can borrow a phone or something" I put the gun down to only see that it was Jaelyn outside of my door, I rushed her inside "Why the fuck are you in front of my house?!" "Aye I didn't know this was your house" she said shrugging her shoulders "Jaelyn its Damn near 5 in the fucking morning why do you need a phone so bad? Don't you have your own" she laughed at my outburst but I did not find any of this funny "Ight listen mami my car broke down and my phone died," " Don't mami me, why the hell did your car broke down and why isn't your phone is charged" she smirked and chuckled, I'm not understanding what is it that she finds funny. And then it hit me her eyes are low she smells like marijuana and she just laughing too damn much. "Jae are you high right now?" "I don't need to disclose anything of that matter to you right now may I use your phone or not?" Despite of her manners I decided to not push it with her. I gave her my phone and she dialed someone number, shit even when I'm high I can't even remember peoples numbers. "Alright he's on the way, he's upset with me but he gon come pick me up anyway" "Who are you talking about?" "My older brother. We not blood related or anything but he's like a brother to me". This might be a good time to get to know her a little better, it'll give me a better understanding of what and who she really is. "Would you like some water?" "Oh yeah I got cotton mouth like a bitch right about now", I handed her a cup of water and she just chugged it so fast. "So Jae what were you doing out of your home so late of the night, like don't you know it dangerous out here" "Ehh well I have my piece in my car if anyone really wants to fuck with me" I just looked at her like she was crazy but then again I had a whole gun in her face not so long ago. Damn she's so cute with her wild curly hair and glasses, " But anyway, I usually go down by the lake and smoke a few blunts and then go home and sleep" "Don't you have to take your antidepressants though?" "Yeah but that doesn't have to be until I wake up, mix it with some Henny and then I'm ready to start my day". While she's talking I understand why her parents called my firm, she seriously needs help. As I was about to say something there was a knock at the door, "I think that's my ride, but it was nice talking to you princessa, I hope we can do this more often." With that she walked out leaving me alone again... Ugh!!! Why is my face all hot and pink... Did she just made me blush!??!!?? 'Can you keep it professional Vanessa' 'Can you really??' 'You know better than any of us in here that you want her to fuck your insides up' 'Let her fuck yo shit up'  UGH SHUT THE FUCK UP VOICES DAMN. YA SO FUCKING ANNOYING.... I screamed to myself as if someone can actually hear me. Fuck it I'm going to sleep after I take my own meds as well.

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