How Much Is Too Much?

Chapter Three

A few months has past since that whole incident that I caused to myself and I can at least everyone has not gotten off of my ass yet. Mother keeps a close eye on me and my friends they don't stop with the overly texting me every five minutes and my father is now keeping the pills far far and far away from me and my room.

Speaking of my room I'm rolling up yet again just so I can step out for a bit. It's about 2 in the morning and I was texting this one cute girl off of this app that I use just to talk to random girls on, but this she was a real cute one so far I'm feeling her vibe and I know she can feel mine as well. But shawty has me thinking whether I wanna go smoke this blunt or call her up and just talk to her till we fall asleep with each other. I got off of my bed grabbed my keys and as I was about to step out to my car my mother stopped me at the door " Where are you going at this time of night?" " Well because I am not allow to smoke in the house I was just going down by the lake and smoke this blunt and then I'll come back", as I said that she pulled me by my arm " It is two in the morning smoke the blunt up in your treehouse that in the back and don't tell your father that I am letting you smoke that shit".

Oh yeah I forgot about that piece of junk ehh still rather go drive to the lake instead then go up to the tree, I waited till I heard the door closed to their bedroom just so I can slip out without them noticing. I locked the door and jumped into my car and started to play my good vibes only playlist, I got to the lake at 2:35am and it was just perfect just wish I can bring a cute little shawty over here so we can smoke and talk. Ahh that would be nice but never gonna happen 'A girl loving you will never love you' 'You heartless bitch' ' Stay cold that what you are really good at' ' you might as well let yourself drown in this lake' ' Go on jump little bitch!', Damn these fucking voices in my head. Took out another blunt to light it up and I started strolling down to the lake, as I was walking down to the water my phone rang a few times being really indecisive whether should I pick this up or not, "Hello?" "Where the fuck are you?" "Good evening to you too mother, I told you I'm going to be at the lake. In fact my feet are in the water right now" "Why did you leave come back I don't want anything bad to happen to you, it's late and dark out so please come home" "Mom I am fine I'll be home within an hour" *end call*. Ehh I'll be home when I'm done with these blunts... I walked back to my car with my slides in my hand with the blunt in the other. Few moments later my phone rang again, "Sis where are you it 3 in the morning and your mother has been blowing up my line for an hour now" "Maneeeeeee I'm high and vibing to myself at the lake" "I'm coming over there now" "Litty want me to roll you one as well?" "No I don't smoke sis and you know that" "Well bring some drinks I don't wanna go home" "That I can do". Having a best friend thats over 21 rules hehe... So I kept texting the shawty or whatever and so far she seems like she is down for whatever, heard her voice for the first time tonight had my soul jumping for her but she'll never know that.

NEXT FEW HOURS

Finally walked back into the house seeing two very much furious looking parents "My bad guys I didn't think that'll be staying out for that long" "All you can say is my bad!! Jaelyn Maria King you had us worried sick the fuck was you thinking?", as she raised her voice at me wishing my best friend would walk inside of here right now that will be nice since he was with me all night. "Hey sis I'm so sorry was on the phone with my family as well they was worried about my whereabouts, Mr and Mrs King Im super duper so sorry after you called me ma'am I went straight to find her she also had me worried she would usually let me know where shes going as well but I have taken that she was in one of her bad mind spaces and she just needed some time away. But the good thing is that now she is safe and hungry as always" "Heyy leave me be and my munchy having ass" my parents laughed at our friendship, "Jaelyn come here" my dad said to me " Yes dad?" he didn't say anything just kinda embrace me "Gosh you smell like weed but I love you go upstairs and take shower, please don't forget that daddy loves you always going to be my little girl", I got teary and I don't know what overcame me but I swear that I couldn't stop crying in my dad's arms "Please take your anti-depression meds and stop smoking weed", those words ringed through my head. As I stopped with all of my tears and my breathing started to slow down "I'm guessing you guys don't understand what those do to me and the dreams I be having.. Let me go take a shower can someone whip up some food already" "I'm on it sis", I didn't even know he was still here.

After my shower, I decided to put on my

-Galaxy rainbow boxers/ sport bra matching set

-Red basketball short

- White well fitted tank top

- White long socks

- Nike slides

"I see a whole lot of gay coming down those stairs" Marcos said I had to laugh can't stand him. "How are you feeling darling?" "I'll feel better once I get some food in to my system" "Since I am here sis why don't we go over some plans for our shop for the grand opening" "What is it that you two are doing together" "A smoke shop guys we been working on it for months now" " A smoke shop?" "Yerp" as I ate my food "Hey this is good", we all shared some laugh told my parents some funny moments that I have done while being high and it was just great. Me and Marcos cleaned up the mess and I walked him outside "Thanks for always being by my side bro" as I dapped him up " It aint a problem sis but swing by later on today or tomorrow so we can talk about these plans" "Ight bet bro see you around". I watched him leave my driveway and I went back inside to just lay my sleepy head on my lovely bed.