rapper imaginess

Voices - XXXTentacion

This one is after he has passed so it might be touching for some readers. Feel free to skip if so.

Y/N (you're gonna be like, 14 in this lol)

I think I'm going crazy. Why? Because I hear him. He talks to me all the time in my head and I feel him, I feel his presence. We talk about almost anything, it would be everything but we both haven't got that kind of time yet.

"HIIIIIIII," I hear Jah squeal as my brain processes the same sentence for the 38th time. "What is it, Jah?" I think/say? (Ion even know so imma just say... say) "Ouch, I'm just bored." He sighs. "I've got work to do, can't you talk to someone else?" I say getting a bit frustrated trying to process the thick slabs of information on my computer screen. "But it's my birthday," he dejectedly replies and I look at my phone the date. He was right, his 22nd. I closed my eyes, it's when I could see him best and it looked like he was about to cry. I didn't know about Jah until after his passing but ever since he meant and still means the world to me. It was like me forgetting my older brother's birthday.

I open my eyes and start uncontrollably sobbing. How could you be so stupid? I ask myself. "Jah, I-I'm so s-s-sorry," I cry. And I feel his warmth. He hugging me and I could genuinely feel him. "Jah?" I asked him, shocked. "It was my birthday wish," he smiles. "Why aren't you with Yume? Or Jenesis?" I question. "I wanted to spend time with my baby sister," he laughs and I giggle.

For the rest of the night, we talk laugh and spend quality time with each other. It was the best day of my life.

Sorry, this bitch hella short but kinda cute I guess? I reread this and it makes no sense and its trash lol