I was so in love with you that I didn't think about myself.
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I put your needs and wants before I considered what would be good or healthy for myself. That's something you'll never understand.I was so blinded by his 20 minute of kindness & love out of the whole day if it meant he would smile at me. I put him at such a high standard in my life.. that I missed out on such great opportunities.
You were always so distracted. You couldn't stop talking to any of your ex's, random girls talking about sex.. you gave them all your attention. Times that I got your actual attention you would brag and try to convince me I had it all.
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General FictionI can't stay up all night and freeze in the middle of my day anymore with these thoughts. For two years I was verbally, mentally, and physically abused and he got away with it. I want to feel like I have a voice, but I'm also very afraid to speak u...