everybody has 「ryujin」

fourth record

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hey, it's me again and today is march 15. 

i can't record my voice every day, because i always forget to do it. what can i say... i have a bad memory. whatever, let's look at the breaking news. *giggle* so, three days passed after noah talked to me. first, he just smiled at me when we ran across each other at the school. that made me so happy too. and yesterday, he came near me after the school. we walked for ten minutes again and he said that "i think we should talk more ryujin." 

omg, i thought i will have a heart attack when he said this sentence to me and looked with curious eyes. i nodded and said "okay, i think so too." he smiled again. and his smile is so beautiful. i can't really describe it... it is just so nice. 

yeji and my psychologist doesn't know about him. should i tell them that i love him? i don't know, i guess i'm not gonna say it right now. because i'm afraid that he will leave me. i'm afraid to be happy... and it's so ironic.

i hope that he won't leave me.

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