I woke up at 5:50 and realized that I had been asleep all day because I was exhausted. I was all confused because I didn't think I would sleep that long. I got up and realized that the party started in a couple of hours.
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I got in the shower and washed my hair and body, along with shaving. When I got out, I put my "Warm vanilla" victoria secret lotion and perfume. I put on the clothes I picked out for the party (American Eagle ripped jeans and a hoodie with white vans)and I did my hair. Mattia was picking me up so I texted him and he told me he was on the way.
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Mattia pulled up at 7:40 and I got in the car. "Heyyy, you look sPiFfY." He said sarcastically. I hate it when he does that. I mocked him. We talked about how cool the party is gonna be (drinking, dancing, etc.)
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We arrived and he got out and opened the door for me. "A gentleman I see." I said in a high pitched baby voice. "Shut up." He said chuckling. We walked inside and immediately after we set the drinks out, people started pulling up.
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TRIGGER WARNING: I started drinking so much liquor and white claw and really let go of myself. I was dancing to songs by A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie, and I was slurring my words. I felt way more drunk than what liquor does to you. My vision started blurring and I tried to get help. I couldn't see or respond right. I felt someone pick me up on their shoulders , they had blond curly hair. It was a boy that I didn't know.
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I was aggressively laid on a bed and I felt my shirt being pulled off. I had been drugged, but I couldn't stand up straight, let along fight. I was scared to death, I tried to scream but he put his hand over my mouth.
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I heard a door slam open and all I heard was "GET THE HELL OUT RIGHT NOW!" It was an angry, but comforting voice, I knew exactly who it was. Mattia. There was another guy's voice screaming after I heard punches and ruckess. I could tell there was I fight. I was Still too messed up to get up. I'm guessing the guy left.
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I saw a blurred vision of mattia. His brown hair messy, he had a cut on his lip, and he was scowling while breathing hard. His chest going up and down aggressively. "Are you okay?" His voice cracking, I could tell he was upset and worried. "Ye-." I could hardly talk. I was extremely exhausted and I fell asleep.
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I woke up in Mattia's bed, his soccer jersey on. I vaguely remembered what happened. He was beside me when I turned the other way. He was sleeping so peacefully. I rubbed my fingers through his fluffy hair and whispered "Thank you." His eyes opened. He sat up and said "Are you okay? I was so worried Nacole, I'm so sorry this is all my fault." He started tearing up. I've never seen him this upset. "This is not your fault, I should have never left my drink sitting down." He just looked me in my eyes. The emotion he showed was indescribable.
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I got up and put my shoes on. "I should probably go." I said. "I need to take you home." Mattia said, I forgot that he picked me up. He got up and put his shoes on too. We walked out.
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When we got in the car, he turned on Don Toliver's album. The ride to my house was quiet, I tried to remember exactly what happened. His face was so serious, yet worried. He was guilty for no reason.
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We both got out and walked to my porch, when we stopped to talk. "I should have never even had the party." He said. I grabbed his hands and looked him in the eyes. "Don't blame yourself, mattia. You saved me." He looked over and then back into my eyes. Just then, he grabbed the jawline of my face and bent down to kiss me. His hands went down to my waist, very gently. His lips were soft and comforting. He makes me feel at home. The kiss lasted a long time. I pulled away. "I have to go pick up Gianluca. Text me later okay?" He said. "Yes of course." I said and smiled.
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As soon as I got to my room, I cried my eyes out. I could have gotten raped:(. After crying, I went to go take a hot bath to calm myself down. I couldn't stop thinking about Mattia.
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I got out and put on a hoodie and some leggings. My eyes were puffy from crying. I got in the bed and practically stayed in my room all day thinking, and watching Netflix. What a rough weekend.
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