Darken Souls Light Up At Some Point (Caydi Story)

The truth

This is all tals pov enjoy:)

I woke up and saw Adi next to my bed i must have fell asleep on his bed but of course i didn't have a normal sleep it was we're talking about. I saw adi next to me sleeping peacefully. I heard him sleep talk it was so adorable until he said something about my boyfriend caylus. It was just awkward after that he also let out small moans so i just let that slide until he said cayluses name again so i was concerned in that time. Adi wrapped his arms around me so instead of living i just went to sleep again on his arms it was weird but we are just brothers. Also i already have a man. We both woke up at around 4:pm i got lots of notifications from caylus saying why wasn't i responding and i told him i went back to sleep because i was tired.  I looked at adis phone he tried texting caylus like weeks ago but he erased grindr because of me i felt bad for him because i was with caylus and he liked him alot it was time i told him the truth. I told adi to sit next to me at first time he was confused but then he just rolled with it. He told me what it was about i told him about my boyfriend caylus after i said that he just ran to his room and told me that he didn't want to see me ot talk to me or caylus. I told caylus what happpened and he rushed to the free time house where he was just at the front door.  Waiting for me to open the door i did it and he was there looking upset and he just gave me a hug as i cried on his shoulder. I told Nick if he saw adi he said that adi went for a drive and that he doesn't want to see me nor caylus. I didnt believe him so i just went to his room he was there sleeping peacefully. We searched his room and caylus saw his wrist it was full of cuts i cried and yelled at adi to wake up! He woke up to my scream and started crying to me and caylus sitting next to me.  He tried to run away but i grabbed his arm then he said go away i hate you and shoved. I began crying hard and ran to my car then started driving. I was going to buy him a snack that he really liked when we were little. After i went and bought the snack and i started crying so badly that everything was blurry i crashed into a car and passed out. Caylus was looking for me and adi kept on calling me they were worried but im pretty sure i was about to die. I texted adi one kast goodbye i wish i could see him happy again smiling i would miss his smile and caylus. I love them both to deat literally right welp its to late im going to the light.

Adis pov I texted my brother he kept on not responding until he told me that he got into a car crash and then he was bleeding out i started bursting into tears my brother my died all bevause of me. I dont deserve caylus at all he was right to be with tal and not me but i liked him so much. I told caylus the news he bursted out crying so we had to make a video on reaction time telling his fans what happened while me and caylus were crying we still managed to do it. I went to my room and caylus went to his house. I was so mad at myself i cut myself all over my body until i heard a knock. It was anthony rivera. He saw my cuts and told me what happened i told him that i made tal get into a car crash because i told him that i didnt want to see him. anthony got upset and said that he loved tal i told him ik and that everyone knew as well he told me to stop cutting so i did. I was so upset that day it was so empty and lonely in the free time house i missed when tal would get on my bed and slept with me. He was my brother and i missed him so much. I wish this never happened i was so depressed i couldn't continue with life but i felt a spark. I think it was tals spirit or something a voice told me to not give up it sounded like tal. I started crying then he said im here just not my life body he said that hes at the hospital i started crying im sorry over again im the worst brother ever 😭😭😭

Ok guys se yall in the next chapter