DEEP POETRY

SIDEKICK LOVER

SIDEKICK LOVER

AS I CLOSE MY EYES

I DRAG MY SHEET,

I TURN ON MY SIDE

FOR MY GRIEVES TO MEET.

I FELT YOUR HANDS THROUGH HER HAIR

I FELT IT WHEN SHE PULLED YOU NEAR

I FELT WHEN SHE KISSED YOU ON YOUR LIPS,

I FELT IT WHEN YOU DRAGED HER HIPS,

I FELT WHEN YOU BROKE YOU PROMISE

I CAN STILL HEAR HER GROAN 

AS YOU INFLICT SWEET  PAIN BETWEEN HER THIGHS

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAW ME

AND I REMEMBER THE SHOCK IN YOUR EYES

YOU PUSHED HER AWAY 

AND SHE TURNED BY SURPRISE

IT WAS MY FRIEND THAT I LOVED

I HAVE GROWN TO DEPISE

SHE RUSHED TOWARDS ME TO EXPLAIN

WITH THE SHEETS I BOUGHT WRAPPED AROUND YOUR WAIST.

I STOOD THERE AS YOU APPROACH WITH THE LOOK OF DISGUST ON MY FACE.

YOU TRIED TO FIND ALL THE EXCUSES OF THE WORLD

TO SAY WHY YOU SHOULD BE FORGIVEN

BUT "YOUR NEVER GONNA CHANGE!"

I SHOUTED AS THE HOLE IN MY HEART GREW DEEPER.

" I THOUGHT THIS WAS REAL!" I ADDED

AS MY KNEES GOT WEAKER AND WEAKER.

THEN THIS POWER CAME OVER ME 

AND THE SWEETNESS OF MY HEART BECAME SOUR.

        

I RUSHED TO THE KITCHEN

AND I SAW THE KNIFE

I PULLED IT OUT WITHOUT THINKING TWICE.

YOU RUSHED WITH THAT TRASH THROUGH MY DOORS

I THINK I HAVE TRAITS OF A SIDEKICK

BECAUSE I FELT THIS BEFORE

AS YOU RAN ON MY CARPET ,YOU TRIPPED

I CAME OVER YOU WITH BLOOD IN MY EYES

AS THAT SKANK RUSHED AND LEFT YOU BEHIND;

I GUESS SHE WAS ONLY GOOD FOR THAT

FOR SHE BETRAYED ME WITHOUT NO CAUTIONS OR SIGNS.

AS I LIFTED THE KNIFE TO RUN THROUGH YOUR CHEST

I GAZZED ON MY REFLECTION,

AND JUST COULD NOT ALLOW EVIL TO GET THE BEST

THE SWEATING IN MY PALMS

CAUSED THE KNIFE TO FALL,

AND I PRAYED TO GOD NEVER AGAIN TO FALL .

FOR BEING IN LOVE 

IS NOTHING TO BE

AND BEING IN LOVE

IS NOTHING TO HEED.

THE SOUNDS OF THE WALL 

STARTED MAKING SOUNDS.

I OPENED MY EYES 

AND I FOUND OUT IT WAS ALL A DREAM.

THEN I WAS SURE I WAS I SIDEKICK

AND YOU WEREN'T WHO YOU SEEM.