CONTROL [VKOOK]

15: therapist

Jungkook was in a building he already hated.

The doors had locks and it was all so boring. Empty walls. White boring sheets. His room didnt have much.

Its was nothing like home.

He had been here for a while now. And he was again needed for a converstion with a therapist. He didnt looks forward to it at all.

But the thought of Taehyung got him out of bed this morning.

Was the older even thinking about him?

What if he goes meet someone else....

Jungkook felt anger starting to boil onside of him thinking of taehyung meeting someone new. He just wanted to walk right out this building and go to him.

But if he did, taehyung will be dissapointed.

Jungkook got frustrated by this. Not knowing of the other. He felt like someone was taking away his freedom and ability to do what he liked.

Even if he was told it was to get better. He didnt like it and didnt want to believe it.

There were a lot other poeple here with their own problems. And all of them got on jungkooks nerves.
He avoided all the social contact as much as possible. Staying in his room looking at a single picture of him and Taehyung he brought with him.

The ring around his finger never left. But taehyungs...He kept it at his necklace all the time.

When he was asked to take off all his jewerly he refused and started a fight with the therapist. It happend multiple times. So they gave up and let jungkook wear the ring and necklace.

*knock knock*

Jungkook didnt look up when the door opened. He was thinking.

Thingking of taehyung.

"Jeon, you have your appontment now." the man said standing in the doorway. He was one of the workers here. Assigned to make sure each patient follows its schedule.

"fuck you" jungkook mumbled. He hated everyone and everything here. He even threw out his chair shouting it needs to be fixed because it had a loose screw.

Ever since he got here he couldnt keep his unexpected temper from others.

"jeon you have to go, stop running away from it" the man said. Jungkook was very difficult to even get there In the room with the therapist. It was annoying the man who was just trying to do his job.

Jungkook sighed and stood up walking to the man. The man emedietly backed away. Jungkook was very intimidating to others with his large, manly build and his cold empty eyes.

They couldn't read him. You never knew what he was thinking of if he was even thinking.

Jungkook made his way to his therapist's office and threw the door shut in front of the other man's face.

"ah you came, good" the women said and stood up politely.

"hm" Jungkook flopped in his chair and heard the door open. The man walked inside."can he leave me alone" jungkook sad pointing at the man.

The man was following him everywhere and it was very annoying to jungkook. He knew it was his job to make sure jungkook does everything on his schedule and make notes of strange behaviour. But he didnt like it.

"Chanho you can leave" the therapist said and the the man, Chanho left the room.

"so, i still have questions unanswered m we need them to personalise your treatment. To understand you more please answer them." she said opening her notebook.

"whatever" Jungkook mumbled flipping the picture between his hands. He took it with him.

"so the first is, why do you think you are here?"

"for taehyung" Jungkook said looking at the picture. It was the same that he gave taehyung, where the two stood after graduation. And the older kissing jungkook on his cheek with a smile.

"and why for him, what is wrong?"

"nothing, i love him..."

"you came here saying you had abusive behaviour towards your husband. " she said looking at Jungkooks file he filled in when entering the building.

"hm i did"

"can you explain what you did?"

"hit him"

"why?" she asked as she wrote it down.

"he did things i didnt quite...Like" jungkook didnt look up at her at all. The therapist didnt mind. As long jungkook talked it was okay to do whatever.

"and why did you think you had to hit him?"

"becasue thats what i was learned to, thats what love Is...Was"

"who learned you"

"doesnt matter does it" jungkook said slightly annoyed. He didnt want to talk about this all. When something got personal he pushed his walls up and get mad.

"we will come back to that" she mumbled and scanned for a question less personal. They never got this far with jungkook yet and she was happy he was answering her questions.

"do you know what love is, Jungkook?" she asked after looking at he paper. Jungkook stiffened. His hands stopped tracing the picture.

"no.....Maybe" he said slowly.

"what do think it is?" she was speaking very gentle to not let jungkook feel attacked or bothered.

Jungkook slowly looked up and he lifted his hands above the table. Showing here the picture.

She looked at it a bit puzzled why he had that here.

"is this....Love?" he asked.

She looked at it. The younger jungkook had a blush and the boy next to him kissing his cheek looked so happy. They both looked happy in their own way.

Seeing how jungkook looked at her now. His eyes almost desperate for the right answer, she smiled.

"it is, thats a kind of love" she said and jungkook sighed taking the picture back.

"im sorry my taehyungie" he spoke softly.

"are you willing to know your mistakes?" she asked seeing the way jungkook frowned in frown cufusion the picture and then smiled a bit.

"whats wrong with me...I dont understand?" he didnt know if it was a question or something he wanted to say. He leaned back and stared at the table.

"you just need to learn. We will help you, but you have to be willing to cange" she said and closed the notbook. She got far with him today.

"change...."

"to be a new Jungkook, someone who knows love. Someone who will be the husband someone deserves"

"someone.....Thaehyung is the only one for me" jungkook said with a weak chuckled and stared at the ceiling.

"then be someone for taehyung"

"for taehyung....." Jungkook looked down at her before speaking again,

"i will change"

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Nct dream comeback is a good song.

Okay thanks for reading see u soon!