CONTROL [VKOOK]

11: others

Jungkook had finished off his work really today. He walked out of the tall building. Not a single expression on his face.

As usual.

"Jaehan i love you so much, thank you!" he heard a girls voice.

Jungkook halted and turned to his left. Seeing a girl and a boy stand on the path. The boy held pretty flowers.
A smile on his face.

The girl smiled so happy and hugged him saying how much she loved him.

Jungkook frowned.

that isnt love right?
Jungkook never had payed attention to others. But now it suddenly stood out everwhere. He turned his head around. Seeing more couples. Happy faces and moments.

Why were they like that.

He started walking towards his car on the parking lot trying to block away the couple of earlier.

"uhm sir" he heard her voice. Jungkook muttered a curse but turned around annyway.

"yes?"

"could you make a picture for us?" she asked handing him her cellphone.
Jungkook nodded and took it holding it up.

"ready?" he asked. The two smiled and suddenly the girl kissed him on the cheek.

*click*

"and is it good?" she asked.

Jungkook didnt respond his eyes fixed on their faces. He never took a photo with Taehyung. Taehyung never kissed him unexpected.

He never said he loved him on his own..

"maybe...He never loved me....Maybe i didnt love him enough, i shouldnt have let him leave." Jungkook mumbled.

"uhm can i have it back?" the girl asked taking her phone. "oh its so prefect, thank you!"

"yea.." Jungkook said and walked away frowning.

"Love is caring and be there for the other"

"im sick Jungkook, you will be too"

"im getting help"

"im not sick, im healthy. Taehyung will come back" jungkook said and got in his car.

He shook his head and hit the steering weel. He felt so frustrated and angry.

"TAEHYUNG!" he shouted and hit his head on the weel. He knew he wont be there when he returned home. So why go home at all.

"come back, i love you...Dont you love me..."

-

"Tae do you want anything." Jimin asked looking at his friend that sat on the couch in a blanket. He slept there saying the couch was fine.

"no thank you" taehyung said his voice soft. The last few days he was thinking and spacing out a lot. His body had healed but felt sore like he worked out for hours yesterday.

"You should eat, you will starve yourself" Jimin sat down next to his friend. Yoongi had left to work, he was writing his own music.

"im fine..."

"tell me what happend between you two" jimin said and held taehyung hand wich started to tremble.

"i dont know...If i can"

"please, i want to help you"

"he.......He wasnt nice as i thought..." Taehyung said and stopped again. Taking a breath he looked at Jimin and sighed. He should tell him. He was his best friend. He deserved to know.

"he was abusive"

Jimins eyes widen but he didnt interupt the younger. He will hear him out first.

"he would beat me up if i talked with someone, or didnt listen" taehyung looked down at his hand wich was being held so gently by Jimin. A gentleness that Jungkook didnt have.
"and when he doubted the love. He would...Force himself on..Me"

Jimin looked sad at his friend. So his thoughts were right when taehyung called that day to take him away.
He didnt want it to be true, but sadly it was.

"im sorry Tae" Jimin said hugging his friend.

"for what?"

"not being there with you. I should have known. I should have seen it"

"dont blame yourself chim. I didnt tell you, i kept it a secret"

"why would you do that!? You were hurt. What if he killed you"

"he almost did...Last week"

"what?! Oh my tae..." Jimin sighed shaking his head. He couldnt believe it. He always had thought he and Jungkook were happy together. They got married and had their life.

But he was so wrong.
He should have listened to Yoongi.

"why keep it a secret? it was dangerous for you with him" Jimin asked. He felt frustrated about all this. Even if he wasnt in taehyungs shoes. He felt so useless. He wanted to help his friend but he didnt know what to do or where to start.

"because i love him Jimin..." Taehyung said and looked down at his hand. He opened it seeing the ring on his palm.

"tae.."

"i still do...I always have. But i just couldnt go on like that. It would break me." Taehyung wiped his eys wich were started to release its tears.
"i tried to help him. To love him for who he was, but it didnt work. He never realised the right way of love."

"hes sick" Jimin said.

"i know, but that isnt his fault. He just have been learned wrong...Sick people have a chance to get better. I believe that"

"tae he hurted you"

"he thought it was right.." taehyung sighed and closed his hand putting the ring in his pocket. "i wont go back its not good for me. I hope he will do the right thing.."

I hope he realises i cant wait forever. But i will wait for as long i can...

Words taehyung couldnt say out loud.

-

Jungkook sat on his couch staring at the blank tv screen. His mind filled with taehyung. He had been calling him for the past hour but didnt get a response.

He even called Jimin but he told that he havent seen him. And now jungkook was lost. He didnt know what to do anymore.

He felt like he failed.

"everyone left..." Jungkook whispered.

"i dont have anyone"

"no family....No friends....No taehyung.."

It suddenly his him how much he needed taehyung. Now he wasnt there he saw the house get dirty. The food was bad. His bed was cold. His smile was gone.

*ring*

It was the doorbell. Jungkook didnt make movement to stand up but looked at the doorway.

*ring*

He then sighed and stood up going to the front door. He opened it.

And he froze.

"mom?......."

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Ay ay ay.

Im tired and will sleep now. After watching some jimin laughing compilations uwu.

Healing my mental health before sleeping.

Thank you fir reading, see u at the next chapter!