CONTROL [VKOOK]

18: time

Its been over a year now. Taehyung was still waiting patiently.
He had many thoughts about what would be going in with Jungkook now. Yet he didnt know what was true.

He couldnt get any information besides that jungkook had applied to the treatment.
Taehyung didnt even know if the things he had send last year to him, would even arrive.

He also was taking good care of himself now. He had dyed his hair recently to a red color. He felt very confident in it and liked it very much.
His skin was becomming more even no more bruises to hide. No big amounts of foundation to cover scars.

His chlothing had also went up. He used mostly his own money to buy new chlothes going for a change. He looked very artistic in baggy yet elegant fabrics.

But when he was alone in bed. He would wear jungkooks shirt that the younger had left behind. 

He missed him a lot.

And everyday more.

He really believed in the younger. He will get better if he did this. He just had to be patient and wait for him to return home.

Taehyung was currently in his home made studio. It wasnt much but it had everything he needed. He used some old stuff from yoongi that he didnt use anymore to start out.

He had released many songs and was working on his seventh one. It was called 'scenery'.

He was singing the song in his mic as he had his eyes closed.  And finished the last sentence. He smiled and ended the recorning.

He clapped his hands and sat down on his seat putting his earphones in the pc.  He pressed play and listened the song.

He smiled he was satisfied with it. He will edit it later when he got time.

Well not that he didnt got the time. He just didnt want to right now. He had to do something first.

Taehyung got up amd placed his headphones on the table walking out of the room. He sighed and went to the kitchen filling a glass water. He gave his plants water thet stood in front of the window.

Something he also liked now he was alone. Having plants around gave him a happy feeling. Making sure they were healthy and will grow big and strong.

He placed the glass down on the table when his phone rang.  His screen lit up and taehyung looked at it, it was a older photo of him and jungkook. When both were still happy and things werent like this yet.

Taehyung took a while to pick up. He had his eyes focused on the picture, he felt his eyes tear up seeing the smile of jungkook.

How he wished to see this true smile again.

How he wished to see jungkook again, even if it was just a second. He really wanted to see him again.

Taehyung snapped from his thoughts and he quickly picked up.

"h-hey Jimin"

"yo Tae im in my way to you, be there in five minutes" jimin said from the other side.

"huh, i now?" taehyung frowned a bit he didnt exoect Jimin to come over today.

"yea!"

"oh! alright sounds fun" taehyung chuckled and walked to the kitchen. He would quickly eat in those few minutes.

Jimin hung the call and taehyung made a quick bread with cheese and butter. Chomping it away hearing a car enter the street.

While chewing he walked to the door. Through the glass he could see yoongi's car stop at his house and jimin got out.

"i can see you" jimin said from outside looking at taehyungs eyes at the small window. Taehyung smiled and opened the door letting his friend enter the house.

"what brings you here so unexpected?" taehyung asked.

"just for fun...And to listen to your song"

"i just finished recording it. Come let me show you!" taehyung said exited. Jimin was like his biggest fan. Always asking for spoilers and saving all his songs. Shairing them on the internet.

"alright!" jimin followed taehyung into the small studio like room and sat down next to taehyung.

"okay here" taehyung put the headphones on jimins head who fixed them a bit. "ready?" he then asked.

Jimin nodded.

Taehyung pressed play and looked at Jimin waiting for his reaction. Jimin listened to the whole song. It was a really calming song. Very taehyung like.

It ended and jimin smiled.

"i love it, when can i listen to it?" he said

"uhm, im going to edit tomorrow.. So probably next week."

"cool, you are doing great Tae" jimins voice got softer and taehyung knew what he was saying.

"its strange. I really miss him...I feel so lonely at home here"

"i understand, but it will get better. It just takes time"

"yea...." taehyung sighed. "i wish i could get some information about him. I got nothing...Why did he do that, i makes me worried"

"i have no idea." Jimin said putting a arm around jimins shoulders. "dont think about it too much"

"i try, i really do."

"now, lets do something fun, no sad faces!" jimin said and stood up cheerful. Taehyung smiled again and nodded.

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I will be updating a bit slower since i will be starting school again tomorrow. And i got to work in some art projects as well.

I will update asap! Thank you for reading see u at the next :3

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