(Don't) fear the Demon(Angel) of the Kanashi forest!

Half-half

This part contains self harm!! So if you get triggered by that pls stop reading!
Still I'm not going to go to cutting and depression stuff. That's too sad for me. It's rather self harm out off panic. Yeah that said have fun and mabye try to find out where I got the headline from in the text.

How should I react to this. I just got a call from a villain we should watch out for and capture. Mr.Aizawa said that he should be weak but the self confidence in his words made him look dangerous and strong. I needed to think so I went inside and tryed to convince the girls to leave. "H-Hey girls how about we meet up again some other time I remembered that I still need to do homework for tomorrow. " They agreed after some talk and already were out of my room as Tsuyu turned around and asked:" By the way who called you kero-kero?" I started sweating. I can't just tell them they wouldn't believe me anyway and I don't know what to do yet. "Oh it was just my Mom ." " Oh okay see you later at the dinner buffet. "

The other students came back shortly after that so I decided to get dinner and eat in my room alone to have time to think. As I walked around the buffet I felt like someone was staring at me but I didn't really cared. Back in my room I started to collect my thoughts. The villian was apparently male his voice told me that and he confessed that he was the one who attacked the heroes. The only thing I  was confused about was that he complimented me for hero actions. It simply sounds wrong when a villian compliments you about something including hero work. Suddenly my phone vibrated.

Todo                                            Momo
Hey why weren't
you at dinner

                                               Oh I just
                                               need to do
                                              homework

Ok.

Apparently he didn't care too much      -----------------------------------------------------------                                 
I put my phone away and opened the window to get some fresh air. Since I didn't come to a conclusion I wanted to sleep and put my sleeping trousers and an comfortable shirt on. After I brushed my theeth I went back in my room just to see Todoroki sitting on my bed looking at me with slightly worried impression. "Hi":he said like his sudden appearance was normal  "How can you talk like this is normal . How did you get in ?!" Now he looked at me like I  was crazy ."Through the window silly ." I stared at him suprised:"But you live 2 floors above it's dangerous to climb down here and why not knock like everyone else?""Because Training." I'll need to stop question his actions seriously. Todoroki stood up now and faced me ."What's wrong momo? You wouldn't have homework left to do at this time normally."How did he find out I asked myself. I needed to make him don't worry."Oh it's really nothing special . Trust me":I said nervously while backing to the wall behind me  . The answer didn't satisfy him I could tell ."Momo.....
Please tell me. I already know something is wrong. I just want to know what." His look was burning me, I felt like he could see right in my mind and soul. Finally I broke in under that pressure ." Fine I got a call from the villian in the mall and haven't told anyone because I'm to confused to understand.", I confessed, "please don't tell the others." Suprisingly he wasn't  shocked at all rather the opposite. He nodded and looked at me."Understandable that you don't want to worry anyone until you know something. It's not like I have anything to do,so if you want to tell me or ask for help go ahead.",he proclaims,"Besides back in my apartment I would just hear the raving of Tokoyami who is going crazy right now."I smirk at that words as I sit down on the bed next to him."Is it really that bad?""You can't imagine but this is how he is." I laughed. It's rather funny imagine the situation two floors above but I saved that for later. First I wanted to give Todoroki the details and get his opinions about the call.

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"I see":Todo said, wipping with his legs. " I don't really understand the villain because why call you if he want to stays unknown ." I sighed and looked out of the window. Todoroki also didn't see a understandable reason for the call! Stressed and tired like I was I came to the solutions in a instant. " The guy simply wants attention! " Todoroki thinking face lit up. "Exactly it would fit perfect . He only attacked the heros to get on the news and compete to the other villains like the league. And because the news didn't work he tryed to make you panic so you would contact the teachers and start a Rufus.
Yeah anyway I have to go now!  See you tomorrow!"
"Wait todoroki why are you leaving so fast . It was just an idea. Hey climb back in!"
The last thing I heard was he yelling:"no no it's  the solution to 109 percent!" before he left my sight.
Well that was weird.

Todoroki

Why did she need to say that!

Why the fu"" did she need to trigger it.

Half my on the walls I already felt the bloodlust boiling up.

Wanting me to climb down and burn her to death.

Enjoying how her skin slowly changes and bubbles like a fryed egg in the  frying pan. Make her life a living hell !

Delight at her pain,    screams and death.

I barely know how I made it back in my room. Once I push myself through the window I try to grab it under my bed. Where is it??
I panic and go faster and faster until I get a hold of it. Finally I pull my katana out . Happily holding it in my hand. Watching how it reflects the tiny bit of light. A wonderful thing to see.

THEN I STABBED ME IN THE SIDE.

I calm down again pulling the katana out of my body . " it's better that way",I say as the bloodlust starts to go away leaving me empty. " I kinda would appreciate those attacks during villian work cause the adrenaline but right now they make me my own enemy only capable to be stopped by self harm and near death experiences.
I had this kill wanting side since Kaminari and I escaped from that place knowing for sure that if I wanted answers I needed to seek there.
I wanted to know why this only activated around my friends and when I get very angry.
Why did my quirk and look changed after that?
Another bunch of questions raised through my head as my sight started to blur.
In a sudden I sank on the ground looking at the wound where everything was red and soaky from the blood. Did this happen because of momo ? Or her words? I decided to need to know . Even if that meant to get back there .

"The place that traumatized me more than my father did. Tearing me apart." This was the last thought of me before getting uncounsious.

Hey guys it's  me the author who needs to say sorry.
I planned to update way earlier but got distracted. Sry too for all the cliffhangers but I need them in my story! I just do😭!

Anyway how do you like the story? Comment pls so I get to know what you think?🙏