(Don't) fear the Demon(Angel) of the Kanashi forest!

Hurting Past

Momos POV

The first thing I notice is silence. There's no ringing in my ears nor crashing of buildings. The screams of my friends stopped . I slowly open my dirt crusted eyes and look around me.

I'm laying on the floor of the mall surronded by bricks,dirt and other leftovers of an explosion.

The hole place is filled with dust and my vision is blurry.

A sudden hot fluid on my forehead makes me flinch. Slowly my hand makes it way to my head and rubs it.
I put my hand for my eyes only to see it completely bruised and also covered in blood.

Looks like something hit my head pretty hard. I would like to fall back in the sweet uncounsiousness of sleep making the pain and my worries go away.Obviously I can't do that or I might let my friends hanging . I need to stand up ,find them and take them to a hospital. I push myself of the bottom and try to get a grasp of the situation. The mall is filled with broken parts of shops,metal,stone and burned products like clothing ,toys ...
I start to recognize the surrondings. I'm standing in the middle of a wrecked Tokoyami famliy restaurant.In the corner I barely see two bodys. Apparently Fumikages parents.
Luckily they seem to be rather unharmed ,just uncounsious.
I start walking to them,but suddenly my legs give in and I fall on my back. I desperately get standing up again but my body won't listen. The hurting truth creeps up to me and I start to sob.
I was unable to do some thing to help my friends and the civilians. I failed my job and friends.
Midorya and Tokoyami will die...
Their families will be heartbroken and would be blaming Jirou and Tsuyu who probably would blame themselves. I don't even know their condition are they even alive? The pain comes to realization again and my hole body aches and bleeds. My vision starts to case as I fall back in uncounsiousness.

As I try to fight it and my sobs a dark presence appears beside me. I manage to turn my head around only to face a well known hooded person.

"Why wasting energy with crying ,Creati?"
I don't answer...
and only start to sob harder.
I didn't even succeed in the fight.
He still just watches me.
His face is hidden in shadows and his emotions unreadable, but he lets out a sigh.
"Didn't expect an answer anyway."
I see,Monotone as alwalys.
"You know how much of villain you are right now?":he asks bluntly.
This makes my vision go red. "How dare you compare me to such a scumback being , you jerk!?"

I might don't catch his emotion but I think growling and kneeling down to my face isn't something to show happiness.
He forcefully grabs my head and makes me face him.

"Oh still up to some rebellion, don't we?

But sadly you must face it!

you are much like villain right now!
You and your friends only focused on capturing me,completely ignoring the fact that you don't know my abilities that the fight could hurt innocents like the Tokoyami familiy. You didn't care shooting a canon ball in a public mall on a material you don't even know the function. You were blinded by my hate for heroes and only fought for your ideals.AND now you're finished you blame your mistakes on me.
Tell me little hero what kind of people do things like this?"

He's right

I'm nothing more than a mere danger

for society
Nothing more than a villain...
This realization hits hard and painful but I shouldn't give in to him.
No I can't give in to him