Bunny Up || A Taekook FanFiction

Chapter 5: Thoughts

Warning: Minor Cursing and Bad Words

'You can't touch him! He's mine!' Kookie thought as he followed behind them, making sure Jimin didn't pull any moves.
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Author POV:
They all were now awkwardly tucked in Taehyung's bed. Jungkook sat defensively on Taehyung's chest while Jimin was on the right of Taehyung cuddling his arm, wanting Taehyung all for himself.

'This stupid little bunny is hogging Tae all to himself! Why can he just go to his own bed!!!'

'...Jimin... if you want him so bad just kill it... What? ...Kill the bunny. That way, he might only depend on you... he will never leave you... N-no! I-I w-won't do that! No! No! No!'

"Jimin?" Jimin snapped out of his thoughts. "Y-yes Tae? Were you saying something?"

"I was asking if you wanted to talk before going to sleep."

"Oh.. yeah, sure. What do you want to talk about?"

"Umm... so... do you like anybody?" Jimin choked on his own spit.

"...you good Chim?"

"*cough* Y-yeah! I was just *cough cough* s-surprised. W-well, I do like..." Taehyung sat up quickly with excitement glistening in his eyes.

" YOU DO?! WHO!!"

"Not so loud Tae! You'll wake up the neighbors!!" Jimin yelled in a hushed tone.

"Oh, right, my bad. So who's the lucky person? It's ok Chim, I don't judge."

"Well you know our boss right? H-Hoseok? Well I m-might have kinda a thing for him... maybe?"

"Really Chim! I'm so happy for you! I'm glad you have someone you like! Our boss is a good person, so I can see why you like him."

"Oh, do you know that person you run you shift with on weekdays?"

"Yoongi-hyung? What about him?"

"He's hot. Daddy material."

"Ooo, Jimin! I didn't know you had a daddy kink!"

"Yeah, who wouldn't after seeing that handsome son of a gun. W-well, um, d-do you have someone you like Tae?"

"Hmm... I feel like I haven't found the one yet. I've dated around here and there, but it's only because they asked me. They probably felt pity, but it never lasted long... maybe, I'll be alone. No one would want damaged goods anyways."

"Taebear..."

"You know Jimin, I have a fear of being forgotten. That one day, when I vanish from this planet, no one will remember me. I hate being alone. I-I hate being with my thoughts and sometimes, I feel like I'm going crazy in my own head. I hate these thoughts, Jimin. Th-there telling me th-that I'm w-worthless. I tell everyone I'm fine, but I just need someone to save me. From this world, from my loneliness, and... f-from m-my-myself."

Taehyung words broke off and his eyes watered, and eventually tears streamed down his face. He tried to dry his tears quickly, but to no avail. Jimin pulled Taehyung into a tight hug, and that only made Taehyung cry more.

Kookie went over to Taehyung's face, licking all the tears away.

'Salty.' Kookie thought.

Jimin and Taehyung stayed like that for a while, as sobs turned into sniffles.

"You alright now Tae? Do you need me to get you anything?"

"F-fuck. I'm s-sorry Jimin. I-l just w-wanted to have fun during this, but *sniffle* I just, fuck, I'm sorry."

"Shh... Taebear, it's all ok. I understand. I think it's about time I tell you, too."

"T-tell me what?" Jimin takes a deep inhale and looks Tae directly in the eyes.

"I... I have dissociative identity disorder. And it's not like I have two different people in my body! There both me, but... one is the impulsive and destructive side of me. And the other, is my conscious self."

"I-I-... I don't know what to say... Do you have like, different names for them or?"

"No, because they're both me. I'm Jimin. He's Jimin. It's just that he tries to protect me and does what he wants. But, nevertheless, he's part of me. And probably will always be."

There was a slight pause in the conversation, and Kookie just stared blankly at the two. For the first time since meeting Jimin, he felt badly for him.

"But it's ok Tae! I go to therapy and stuff to help it, so I'm not crazy or anything! I'm not crazy. I'm not crazy... I... don't think I'm crazy."

"...Jimin..."

"Tae?"

"...Don't worry Jimin. You're still my best friend and soulmate no matter what. I promise."

"...really?"

"Cross my heart, hope to die, stab a needle in my eye. We'll get through life together." They both giggled at each other, thankful that they had each other in their life. They pulled back in for a hug, letting their bodies melt into each other.

Kookie, on the other hand, didn't enjoy their skinship even after listening to everything they said.

'I might have pitied you a minute ago pink head, but you're touching what's mine, and mine only!'

He plopped himself I'm between them, while letting out a little growl to 'scare' off Jimin. Jimin just mimicked Kookie while Taehyung was laughing his ass off.

Slowly, one by one, the sleepiness took over their bodies. Jimin and Taehyung wished each other good night, before going into a deep slumber while holding hands.

In between the two was Kookie, who was just admiring Taehyung. He licked off the dried tears that surrounded Taehyung's big, beautiful eyes. He worked his way into Taehyung's chest and warm arms, to which Taehyung unconsciously cuddled.

Kookie looked back up at Taehyung's face, puffy after all the crying that was done. Kookie was heartbroken when he heard Taehyung's sobs, and made a pledge to himself under the clear night sky.

'Once I turn human, I'll make sure that you are never lonely. That you are protected and loved. To repay for the kindness and love you gave me.'

He drifted off to sleep with his promise strong in his mind.

'I'll make sure to love him, the way I know best.'

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I forgot to clarify their sexualities:
Tae: Bisexual
Kook: Taesexual (gay for Tae)
Jimin: Bisexual
Jin: Gay
Namjoon: Gay
Yoongi: Pansexual
Hoseok: Gay

So some debriefing-
Jimin DID (dissociative identity disorder): So DID is a disorder where a person develops distinct personality states as a self-defense mechanism. It is usually triggered when someone wants to disassociate their conscious self from a situation that they don't like. It's a really rare condition that can be treated, but not cured. I'm Jimin's case, he is able to semi-control his personality from coming out, but if he's in a situation that he doesn't like, he will slip into the "Shadow Jimin".

Also side note-
Conscious Jimin likes Hoseok and Shadow Jimin likes Yoongi.

And do note that I don't fully know how or what it's like to have DID, so all of this information is from what I have gathered over the internet. Sorry if it Jimin doesn't accurately represent a person with DID 😐 .

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