The Girl In The Mirror

Atfermath

       I was on my way home when I started thinking. My kidnapper was gone, he couldn't hurt me anymore...right? And I kept asking myself that but I kept thinking of all the times he hurt me, and told me things that nobody should be told. I guess they aren't true, but they keep coming back now that he's gone.
Waste Of Space
No.
Worthless
No.
Ugly
No!
Nobody loves you!
NO
His words haunted me all the time, even though I knew he wasn't there I still felt like he was mentally. And no matter what I just couldn't get him out of my head! Then I finally got home after a long walk. Then my mom's car wasn't there! There was someone else's. Maybe she got a new one? I went up to the door that seemed so distant but yet so familiar and knocked a couple times. No answer. So I did it again, finally someone came to the door. It was a lady, who asked who I was and I told her. Then I asked her the same and her name was Bianca. Then she started talking to me and asking me questions like everyone else.
Bianca: So, do you need to speak to anyone here?
Ally: My mom?
Bianca: I'm sorry but nobody here knows you, where did you come from?
Ally: Not important, where's my mom?
I looked around the house on the door step, it changed a lot. None of my mom's stuff was there anymore! Then I realized, she wasn't here. She probably moved. So I calmed down and started talking again
Ally: I'm sorry, um... when did you come here exactly?
Bianca: Me and my family moved here a month ago.
Ally: Okay... well what happened to the people who lived here before you?
Bianca: Well, from what I heard there used to be a nice family who lived here. The person who sold this house told me her husband died from cancer, then her daughter's whereabouts were unknown. A week after she sold this house, she got in a wreck and passed.
      Those words broke my heart. Passed. My mother was gone forever, and I could've been here and she wouldn't have died, it's all my fault. My family was gone, my house was gone, I had nowhere to go, no home, nobody. So I held back my tears and asked to come in, luckily I was aloud, even if I was really dirty.
Ally: You all have a beautiful home
Bianca: Why thank you, is there anything I could get you?
Ally: Can I go upstairs?
      She let me. I walked through the house remembering all the good times I had. Then I stopped and saw it. My bedroom... and it was another kids room now, not mine. I walked in to see they painted my walls. They weren't the pastel yellow I had months ago. They were blue now, I guess this room was for a boy, with all the toys around the room, and the stickers on the closet doors, it all seemed so different now. Then Bianca came upstairs and stared at me for a minute, but the silence stayed until I spoke up.
Ally: How old is he?
Bianca: 5.
     How cute, I can't be mad, and I shouldn't be upset, this wasn't my home anymore, someone else found comfort here and there child seemed to have a happy life from what I saw. I'm not here to tear it down.
Bianca: Is there anything else I could do?
Ally: No, I just wanted to see it one more time.
Then I said thank you and left. I didn't get my phone back when I left so I had no source of communication. I had no where to go. I could always go back to Janice, no that wouldn't be nice. Well let's think, Kaitlyn. Okay I'll go there, her family liked me and I hope she will be okay with it, I mean everybody kinda thinks I'm missing or dead, so we will see how it goes.

(A/N: Hey everyone, so I can't really think on what to write now, I'm bored during coronacation so this seemed fun, I'll probably continue writing today so if anybody ever has ideas I will be on here! Please give suggestions if you have any, thank you!😁)

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