Chapter One: Troubled Times... Help, Advice?

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This is myyy author note :0 and I have nothing to say but enjoy the crappy plotless writing. -ShorelineRoxy

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A/N: Basically I am having a whoreific day. I'm pissed sad and basically won't fall asleep. I hope you enjoy my rant of my fucktom and my day/life/whatever.

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*Sigh* Another day as a teenager. people say teenagers are at that shithole stage of life. I totally agree with them.

Basically, I go to the school dance since I am a WEB leader and i have to go... ALL THESE MOTHERFUC***S ARE TREATING ME LIKE SHIT! Great, I start of my day with a major headache. 

Then throughout the day it is okay, until math comes along and I don't understand a single shit he is teaching us. I start writitng on Wattpad since it soothes me. Of fucking course, I get caught. This is when the start of my meltdown begins. Oh, and did I mention after class my teacher asked me if something was wrong! NO SHIT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG.

This has to be the worst my day will get, right? 

Well boy was I wrong. 

Sure in my maroon dress I looked like a sexy whore, and with my 2 1/2 high heels on. Man was I smokin or what. 

Then the dance goes on as usual, no one shows up and I want to shoot myself it is so boring. At least I got in for free, and I recieve community hours for it.

Then I open up my rootbeer and drink it like it is beer. Bad, sad thoughts floated through my mind as was alone without the one thing I wanted. 

A date.

Of course who would want to date me, other than at dances I'm ugly. My clothes mitch match, my hair is in tangles, and I hang out with all the smart people, since that is what I am. A ridiculous dork.

I try to find the one friend I thought I coukd talk to, and I told her about my sudden feelings towards boys.  Of course though, she was like, "Oh you want a boy?"

THAT IS WHAT STARTED MY TEARDUCTS!!!!

I ran of to the benches and started my silent alone weeping. My friend followed me, along with her guy friend, and one of my other friends.

I couldn't hold my jumbled up feelings any more, and I told them everything. Basically I felt no better by the end, and it was already 45 minutes later.

This is the reason my life sucks, and I wish things could be diferent. This should be my new tittle...

MAKE WAY FOR THE NEXT 45 YEAR OLD VIRGIN.

So yeah, and I really hate being the girl who is smart, athletic, "pretty", yet can't get a guy. By the way they are all ugly anyways.

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Hope you aren't and will never have to be like me. I wish I could share more feelings but I can't.  

This is not the first chapter, I just need love and support.

Vote,Comment, and Don't Enjoy this chapter.

Love you all...

Amanda 

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