The Rants of Three

Is it love?

A/N

This is amandapanda222 here, wondering if you think this is love, or just a trick of your needy minds. Please comment, let me know, and enjoy.

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I knew that this time it might be better. That he might love me back, and then I think of my humiliation. My deppresion that will surface from the teasing and bullies.

I write a Anonamous Note to a guy at my school that I like, and I have my third bestie from school write it for me. It claimed my feelings towards him, and how I felt. I was really scared, but once I told my friends, I was almost ready to pop. 

Two days before Christmas break, the Candy Grams were sent out, along with my note. I was really scared of what he would say or do. I didn't want him to hate me anymore, but I knew it would be ackward.

Boy was I wrong, it was super ackward and embarrasing!

He came up to the group of girls I was hanging out with, and showed them the note. I almost burst out laughing, for some odd reason, and I sneaked away over to my two besties, Roxy and my other bestie Melissa, (not her real name) 

Anyways, he was really overjoyus, and really badly needed to know who it was. He even went on a bench and thought about it for the whole brunch period.

I was so happy, sad, and basically I felt amazing.

That is, until Friday...

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I told my friend, Sabrina, (NOT HER REAL NAME!!!) that I was going to tell him that it was me. Of course though, she wanted to tell him herself that I liked him and sent him the note. I gave in, knowing she would never stop her begging.

Well, at lunch she told him, and he was IDK really. I didn't see him expression when she told him. All I know is she dragged me to see him, but he ignored me faster than well... the speed of light. (I am bad at similies)

After that it was kind of a downer. i think he was happy and suprised though, when Sabrina told him.

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I know this probably sounds romantic mushy lovey dovey sort of...

but well... I kind of miss him. I think about him.

I chatted it up with Roxy (ShorelineRoxy) and we deeply discussed the subject.

She wants me to ask him for his phone #, no matter how ackward it is.

Well you want to know what, FUCK THIS!!!!!

When I go back to school, I am going to look pretty, and I am going to ask him if he has any feelings for me.

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That is the end to my love rant. I hope you enjoy...

Comment, vote, and most importantly... ENJOY!!!!!

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@ShorelineRoxy

@4everaloneanackward

@thatpersoninyourroom

and me, @amandapanda222

love you all.

Newbie

Amanda 

PS: He watches the girls basketball games, and I am on the team :)

YAY!!!!

PSS:Please help me find a way to get out of my lovestrickenness.

PSSS: I know it is not true love but at least it is more than most girls at my school who dates a new guy every week.