Destiel One-Shots

Wedding Not For Me

Disclaimer: Major Character Death
Song Suggestion: Nothing- The Script

This was the best day of Dean's life. It was unbelievable. It was a miracle really. Some how they had stopped the demons, and the angels, and the monsters were slowly learning their place in this world and Team Free Will was able to just slow down enough to have a life.

Sam had given up on romance. He had friends and that's all he felt he needed in life. He needed his brother and his best friend and that was it. Until he hit other dog of course only this time no women was attached. Just a small little dog that Sam keep in his little house. He was happy has he could be... and hunted on the weekends.

But this is about Dean. Dean had still thought he was poison for years after Crowley had ordered all demons to hell for 1000 years and only came up himself to talk to the Winchesters from time to time. But with help from Sam and Cas he slowly began to break down his walls he had build so high and thick. Then she showed up again. Lisa. She still didn't remember him but that was fine Dean made her fall in love with him all over again and Ben soon after. Dean proposed at a family dinner, Sam burst into tears and hugged Lisa and slapped Ben on the shoulder and Cas quietly congratulated them both.

A few hours later Sam went outside to get some air. Dean and Lisa's house was big but tonight it seemed crowded. Sam looked over not surprised to see the ex-angel staring up at the night sky.

"Do you miss it? Them?" Sam asked quietly. Cas turned his head slightly to look at Sam.

"Of course but then again," Cas said looked back to the door to the house, "I have many reason to give it all up."

Sam smiled sadly at Cas, "You love him don't you?"

Cas' head snapped to look at Sam before lowering his eyes to his feet, "Of course I do. But he is happy...he deserves this."

"Will you be ok though?"

Cas thought about the question for a while before finally realizing the answer, "No."

*

"I do," Dean said staring at his bride.

Cas was sitting in the back of the chapel. His head fell down to look at his lap the moment the words left Dean's mouth. Dean had begged him to he one of his best men but Cas told him he couldn't. Cas just didn't want to be anywhere near this whole thing but he loved Dean so he would at least come.

Cas suddenly heard clapping and cheering all around him and realized that he had zoned out and that Dean was currently kissing his wife. He could feel his throat tightening and also that he was being watched. He did a quick scan when his eyes feel on Sam who was standing next to Dean. He smiled up at Sam but knew the man saw right through it.

*

Cas wondered if Dean noticed him disappearing. If he noticed that his weekly visits and daily calls turned into monthly visits and weekly calls until finally he came around once and a while and didn't bother calling. He hasn't talked to Dean since his wedding 9 months ago.

Cas wondered that as he sat with a needle stuck in his arm and the drugs coursing through his veins. It may not be the apocalypse but that vision of 2014 of him weren't very far off. Cas felt himself fall into a drug induced sleep and escape life for a while.

*

"Cas," Cas heard a voice calling out to him, "Cas, come one man, wake up," Cas felt as if his eye lids weighed a thousand pounds but he managed to open them. Sam crouching in front of him pity written all over his face. "Cas, you have to stop. You're killing yourself."