Rainbow Eyes

Ten

TEN

Part One

 

    My eyes fluttered open and it settled on my alarm clock. The time said I was thirty minutes late for class. A deep, heart fisting feeling coiled within my chest. Asmodeus had sent me back to earth and I wouldn’t be seeing him again. I wouldn’t be at home anymore.

I had realized; when he had been inside of me that with him was where home actually was. It wasn’t where I wanted it to be. Because I was meant for him, I was for him. The feeling grew in my chest, expanding and threatening to devour me whole. I sobbed, as tears stung my eyes, my throat burned. I wanted to be in his arms. I would do anything to be there, right in this moment. Please…

“Miss,” whispered a soft voice, delicate fingers lightly shaking my shoulder

My eyes slipped open. Allyah hovered over me, concern etched in her expression. It was a dream. Just a dream. I leaped from the mattress relief flooding through me; I engulfed her in a tight embrace, all the while babbling joyful words into her ear.

I pulled away after a moment, noticing someone was missing “Where is Asmodeus?”

“Having breakfast” was her answer

My eyebrows automatically furrowed as jealousy bloomed inside me. The thought of him repeating what he had done to me to another woman was… unbearable. No. I refused. After last night? I wouldn’t allow it- wait. Had he already replaced me?

Without another word, I rushed down the steps, narrowly tripping on my own feet. I noted Allyah’s alarmed voice calling my name, but I just wanted to reach him. I ran towards the first room on the left- the meal room. One of the places I knew well in the palace of hell.

“You can’t have somebody else!” I screamed, my feet having just settled in the room.

Asmodeus raised an eyebrow at me, his fork in the middle of going into his mouth. He was having breakfast. With food.

“Miss! You’re clothes!” came Allyah’s voice from behind me

I looked down and only just then noticed, I had been running bare assed throughout the way. But it was only Asmodeus here. Nobody else. Why should I be embarrassed?

“Leave us” was Asmodeus words, almost a whisper, but was very well heard.

She scrambled, running back into the hall, closing the doors behind her.

“I can’t have what, Devany?” Asmodeus leaned back in his seat, an annoyed expression on his face.

Feeling like a complete idiot, I slumped, “Somebody else” I whispered, inwardly satisfied that he wasn’t doing anything sexual with anybody.

“And what makes you think that’s for you to say?” he retorted, hurtfully. Very hurtfully.

I swallowed the lump in my throat. He was acting as if what we’d done last night hadn’t happened. As if it was nothing for him. Hadn’t he felt it when his emotions, his thoughts, each and every one of his secrets push themselves into my mind? Hadn’t he felt it when I gave him me? I did.

He raised an eyebrow at me. The look in his eyes… they were so cold. They weren’t the eyes I gave myself to last night. The only question I could think now was, why?

He stood up, rolling his eyes in a ‘fuck-this-i-am-not-wasting-my-time’ way, he walked toward me, grabbing a piece of cloth on his way. He offered it to me with a crook of his finger and an expectant look on his face. It was a robe. I wrapped it around me and secured the tie.

He walked to my side, until he was on my right.

With his lips dipped at my right ear, he whispered “In a while, hell’s Kydeus will deliver you back to earth”

My eyes opened wide, I swiveled into his direction so fast I got dizzy. But I couldn’t mind it at the moment, “After what happened last night?”

“What happened last night?” his eyebrows up as if he knew nothing

I gaped at him, “I felt… all of your emotions, I know all of your secrets -”

“And?” he frowned, as if he was wasting his time

I never knew that only one word could feel like it was a knife deep into the heart. And if that wasn’t enough, he kept going.

“This is a waste of my time. You’re being sent back to earth. Just like our deal; it’s exactly what you wanted. You’re free now” and before he stepped past me, he pushed that knife deeper in with the words, “I only wanted your virginity, anyway. I got it, so you can go”

My eyes stung, and without hesitation tears trickled down my cheeks, my lips parted. Instinctively, I hugged my arms, leaning back on the wall behind me for support as I slowly sank to the floor in a sitting position.

I wanted to just sit there and not move. For a while.

 

Okay, don’t get mad at me!!

I want to clarify that this is only part ONE and I am still working on part two. So, that’s two “Ten’s”. Also, I would like to say that this is not how I wanted to write this chapter. I wanted Devany to submit to him completely and be his forever. I wanted to write them effing on top of that damned dining table until they screamed.

 

BUT! I realized then that “What would my readers think?” (Do tell me what you think, by the way :D) I didn’t want you guys to pass off my first erotic story as “boring”, “dragging” and “waste of time”, and above all that, I felt that there was no challenge in the relationship between Devany and Asmodeus. I felt that there wasn’t a reason for them to be together. Honestly, I wanted to end this here. But, I figured it isn’t going to end with you guys saying “Oh wow! Loved it!”, I imagined you guys saying “Meh! Same from every other story” and I really don’t want that.

 

So, for me and for you, I am not ending this yet. If you’re bored already, you can stop :(, I won’t stop you, but if you expected a good ole’ happy ending with them both humping the other’s brains out with no problems and no worries, you got the wrong effing book! So, go and look for one like that. This is my book and I will direct where my fans are going and where my characters are :) I am the boss of this book :D And while you’re reading it, I’m the boss of you too :P.

 

Weeeheeeheee!! The POWER! Mwuahahahha. Lol. Anyways, Thanks for reading my rant :) Part two is on the way. –Violet-effing-Castle;)