CHAPTER 4 CONFUSED

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JENNIE

As i sat at the chair , she took off her cropped top and place it beside me

"damn she have that kind of body , gosh those abs .. fuck i'm i still straight?" i said to my inner self

I can feel my throat became dry , and the heat is rising thru my face why the fuck it's hot in here now ? i remembered  opening the air-conditioner before entering this place

She swayed her body more and i can saw that she is hitting every beat .. gosh she is so good is she good in bed too ?

"shut up fucking pervert mind" i exclaimed to my thought

i started fanning my self and fuck i can feel there's a pressure rising at my center

she continued to sway at the music and i started gulping and swallowing my own saliva 

few moments later she finished dancing and i found my self sweating so hard , she sat beside me and she move a little closer to me , i move a few inch away from her and she smiled at me

"Wanna try it? .. i can teach you if you want ?" she said and i froze for a moment 

she didn't made me answer and instead she pulled me with her 

she started teaching me until i got everything that she teach me 

we dance together at the music and after we finish dancing we both sat at the floor , breathing heavily , she turn her gaze  at me and we both chuckle 

"It's fun isn't it ? .. I spend a lot of time at the studio , actually it make's me feel good and relieve my stress " She turn at me again waiting for my response 

"I just dance sometime , more Likely past time when i'm bored.. it's my first time to dance with someone" i response and i sigh at her 

"What? really? .. as i notice you don't want someone near you or any attention at all , i just -" i cut her off

"I'm an introvert person , that's why i'm like that .. sorry for making you feel Like i don't care or don't Like to talk you to you " i continued and she just nodded at me 

"Well let me introduce my self to you so that you can feel comfortable with me " she exclaimed and she lean her back at the wall 

"I'm Lalisa Manoban , also know as Lisa .. I'm from Thailand and i went here in Korea to try my luck and guess what , i think i became lucky. I'm a YG trainee for almost 6 years and i debut last year at my single album ... i didn't expect that the people will Like me and as i heard drooling over me , but i found it odd but still thankful because they lead me in success " she said and she turn at me Like she is waiting for me to tell my own story 

"Jennie Kim.. daughter to CEO yang , I'm an introvert i don't want to be the center of attention and i grew up with Jisoo .. she became a sister to me after all i really found it hard when approaching a person , maybe because the moment i grew up i never wanted to be with someone or even with dad "

i explained and she just nodded 

"that's okay i understand , can i ask you something? i just wanted to invite you at my tour actually it will be starting here in Seoul Korea before i travel around Asia " she pause for a moment and she lift her head to face me 

"It will be next week , and if it's okay with you to meet me at the dressing room too? to cheer me up ?" we both giggles and i nod at her 

"Okay sure , Just let me cleared my schedule " i said and her face Lit up 

"Wanna go out ? it's hot here" i ask her and she grinned at me 

"Yeah , it's because you made the whole room hot , even me " she said as she stood up and she pulled me helping me to stood up too 

as she pulled me our faces are only an inch with each other , i look at her Lips and i felt her hot breath at my face she smell so sweet and i was stunned for a moment when our eyes met 

i cleared my throat and we pulled away with each other 

"Uh-m... , i -i have to g-go.. thanks for the time "i hurriedly ran thru the door without even waiting for her response , it's odd because i haven't felt Like this for someone . what's with You Lisa that made me feel this way ? 

after i head out i wore my hoodie , i went at my dad's office to rest for a moment 

"Hey everything okay Honey? you seems tired from running " dad exclaimed as he glance at me while reading some files 

"I'm fine .. Can i go home now? i want to be alone " i ask and he just nod at me with a hidden disappointment from his face 

i went at my car and drove away from that company 

as you know , i'm a person who always love to be alone and i don't know why but at this moment i wanted to be alone thinking what i really felt 

as i reach my unit , i went at the roof top i took a deep breath before releasing it , i sat at the chair and peacefully looking at the view of clouds 

I hate this , why does i keep having this feeling for her ? I wanted this feeling to stop but as i saw her again there it goes this feeling eat me up again

Few more moments i decided to went down stairs at my unit to take a bath because I'm so sweaty before i arrive at the building

After that bath , i got my self some things to cook because i haven't eat yet since this morning

I feel so famished and tired too, and why the fuck am i sucks at cooking things , i just took out my phone and i made an order of chicken delivery at my place 

This will work , I'm hungry and i don't want to go outside

Sometimes I'm thinking that my thing that being an introvert will kill me from starvation

I only went out when Jisoo unnie is here but most of the time i spend the day laying in bed watching something at the huge flat screen TV and reading books

Actually, if you can see my unit it's clean I'm not type of person who let my unit rotted and stink as hell

I done ordering my food and i sat at the sofa to wait for it and watch some Netflix series

I really love watching this series " the orange is the new black " i don't know but Piper is so fragile then she became strong as days goes by

i need someone to talk to , i should Call Jisoo i know she only work from 7 am to 2 pm so she can drop by now at my place

"Yah unnie where are you at? ... can you come over please? i need someone to talk too i'm confused now" i blurted and i hear her sighing at the line

"I can't Jen I'm on my way home now and i wanted to sleep , i feel so tired" she exclaimed and i know she is just making an excuse because she is to lazy to walk again

"I made an order with chicken delivery , if you ran your ass up now ,you'll have some of it " i said and she ended the line 

fuck , what just happen? did she just ditch my call ? .. how dare she do that when i needed her at this moment

i went back at watching and i assume approximately 10 min the door opened revealing Jisoo catching her breath 

"Where's the chicken? .. i thought you have them already?" 

"It will arrive in 3 min , calm your ass bitch , now seat with me and i need to talk with you " 

"Not without my chicken, can we wait for a moment please?" she begged and she flop her self beside me 

"fine. aish " i sight and she smiled at me 

few moments later the door rang and i handed Jisoo the money to pay for it , i ordered 2 boxes because i know it will end up Jisoo eating the rest of the whole box of it 

"So what is it again that you wanted to talk about ? "   she frowned at me and i gulp because i know she is serious now 

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A/N

Sorry guys i tried writing but I'm having a lack of motivation and writers block , hope you guys understand but I'm looking forward to write chapters for you guys ...

- authornim ❤️



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