waste it on me - yoonmin ✔

[END] together is forever

» And I know there's no making this right, this right (Yeah)
And I know there's no changing your mind, your mind (Oh)
But we both found each other tonight, tonight (Oh, yeah)
So if love is nothing more than just a waste of your time

Waste it on me, waste it on me «

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Jimin is a simple person. He has always been the one to understand certain situations, knew where to draw his limit and when to stop himself from saying too much. He feels emotions deeply, but he never intefere with them. Always choosing the easy way because he doesn't want to burden himself.

However, there's one man who's always making him lost what he calls 'simple way of living' of his. When the person talks, he wants him to say more than few words. When the person smiles, he always want to be the cause of it, daring to show his clumsiness so the man will laugh.

It's not hard to tell why he's willing to do what he usually despise but Jimin already chose the hard way. Chose to be loud, laugh, giggles, coffees, foods sleepover as he company the man. Making himself visible in the man's life. Late night drinking soft praises, Jimin blushes whenever the man talks.

One day, the said man stop being friendly. Not just toward him, but also everyone. He's suddenly always busy, never available on the phone, he is drifting apart from everyone. From Jimin. Jimin tried his best, even finding himself knocking on the door of the said man in the middle of the night because "I don't have money to pay the taxi." or sometimes it's "I didn't pay my electric bills so I'm afraid of sleeping in the dark." and the man never complain.

Until everyone started calling Jimin jobless, when the truth is Jimin has more than enough money to support himself. He just... want the man's attention. It's in a bad way, a hard way, but Jimin just want more of the man. He want the man to talk to him about his problem, what's bothering him or as simple as what's his favourite movie. Yet the man never tell him anything, only listening as Jimin babbling to anything just so he can keep the conversation going.

Park Jimin hate it, he want the attention, always clinging with the older, talks to him but he failed to notice... how depressed Min Yoongi is.

How he is unhappy with what he had, how life has been treating him, how Yoongi always sigh about his director and how he doesn't like it when Jimin praise his work.

Yoongi is... Unhappy with his life.

Jimin is trembling as he sits still in the lobby, it's so quite and it's only nine pm. Like the whole world is now focusing on Jimin, blaming him for not noticing all the subtle hints, blaming him for being selfish.

God, Jimin want to go find Yoongi right now but what if... he's just giving Yoongi more hard time. It's a gamble, if he come find him they're just going to argue about stupid things. They won't be able to solve anything. And even if they do talk... what should Jimin tell Yoongi?

That... he love him?

Jimin ran up the flight of stairs, having an adrenaline rush as he wipes his miserable face with his shaking fingers. His mind is in shambles, even if he said the word, Yoongi will think that he's just saying it out of confusion. Jimin doesn't want that, he want to tell Yoongi that he love him because... he is Yoongi. Since the day they met, since the older has spared him a glance and a smile.