ONESELF (Completed) ✅

XI

“Fee's in loved.”

     For the first time I see that young lady in my parent's friend hacienda I know she's the one I will marry someday.

But all of that faded because of a loaded schedules I had in university plus those women around. Taking a course about businesses is not a joke there's a lot of circumstances too that I had to overcome in my family.

My life's  ups and downs until I meet Isla Moon Mercedes the older sister of my childhood crush.

I learned that she's my childhood crush older sister when one of my college friend called her last name which is ‘Mercedes'.

In the first place I cleared to her that all of that is a flings and nothing more than that. She insisted and wanting more, I says bad to her and that's a time she never talked to me anymore.

All of my knowing that she was done to me and I also done of her is all a lies.

She's back again to be my girlfriend that time I am working at a five stars hotel of my father where someday will be mine where a one condition is granted. I have to find a woman who will be in my side and have an heirs too, going back to Isla Moon who seduced me and looks like she succeeded in that. We make out and it is fine to me to satisfy my lust.

And it all sink in my mind that I always had a back up planned and that one condition is settled already. I found the  woman that will be in my side forever and her name is Shaye Wisteria Mercedes, my childhood crush and not her older sister even we have a flings. I don't like her to be in my side however when it comes to satisfy my cravings in sex I want her in my side. I know it's a fault betraying Wisteria in her back.

I know I have sinned to her, give her a lot of pains. I lusted her body to had a heir to her. That is the only way to make her mine.

I hired a specialist who will take my orders no matter what happen and I will paid that doctor a great amount of money just for a drugs to be more specific an illegal medicine to inject in her body to erase some memories of her past, to forget the pain. But, it will bring back to her when the drug's will not be effective at all.

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         Back to the first time I met her in the party where I laughed so hard in my entire week thinking that her outfit in the party is not suitable.

She wear a jeans and a white tee-shirt paired with a converse high. Her hair is tied up and also she bring a back pack.

The party is already done and she's still there in the table eating a lot of foods. I want to talk to her in that time but I don't have a lot of courage in myself. So, I decided to myself someday I will talk to her.

And again I see her in the hotel lobby where she's wearing a formal attire for an interview in my hotel. She grownup like a friend lady in the province.

The drugs is for her goodness and I can see it effectively to her. Even I did something wrong to her, I will do my very best to forgive me, from my sins.

I told to the person who will accept an I can trust in my hotel to be managed well to hired her. And that is one of my plans to make her in my side.