But What If... {Rowbrina} (Completed)

Chapter 5

I go home and my mom and dad were home. Normally if I didn't come home right after school they would just assume I was just at Rowan's.

"Hey Sweetie" My dad says.

"Hi" I say back

"How was Rowan's?" My mom asks.

"It was nice" I say. "Joey's coming over she should be here in a few minutes." I say

"Wow you're very popular" My dad says.

I laugh

"We'll let her up when she gets here" I say.

"Ok" I say and go upstairs.

A few minutes later she barges in. "Ok Sabrina what's so important" She says.

"I figured out something that might help us" I say.

"Ok what is it? I want to go home" She says.

"Ok so you know how I journal literally every single thing that happens in my life?" I ask.

"Yeah" She says.

"We'll what is this version of Sabrina did too" I say.

"You're a genius" She says.

I go into my closet and go into my normal hiding spot where I keep my journals and well there they were.

I pull out the one I know is my Rowan journal. Its a red notebook.

"Here it is" I say.

I flip to the page that would be where we broke up but they clearly never broke up.

The phone call:

"Joey I wrote down the entire phone call word for word" I say.

"Great lets read it" She says.

Me:"Hi"

Rowan:"Hi"

"Are you ready to talk"

"I'm ready"

"Me too"

"I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ghosting you. I'm sorry for getting so jealous. And I'm sorry for being a bad girlfriend"

"You're not a bad girlfriend" I say

"Yes I am. I get jealous when you hangout with anyone that isn't me especially when its another girl. I should be keeping you from having friends"

"You don't. I wouldn't have my friends now if you did"

"Ok" She says.

"Are you still upset?"

"No I feel better now that I'm talking to you"

"Good. I never want you to be scared to come talk to me when you're upset"

"I don't want that either"

"Are you mad at Joey?" I ask

"No I like Joey she's good for you"

"Good"

"I love you"

"I love you too. Can I come over and give you a hug?" I say

"Yeah I'd like that" She says.

"Your fight was about me?" Joey asks.

"Yeah it was. She got jealous we were hanging out so much" I say.

"We'll when we go back I will happily tell her I am no threat" She says.

"Please don't" I say.

"I'm kidding" She says.

"Does reading that make you feel better?" She asks.

"A little" I say.