I am not brave
by definition
I am not afraid
to die
But I dont believe
in living
To me
it is pointless
A waste of time
but Im here
Because I do not want
Others to hurt
So by definition
Im alive
To me
Life is boring
School, work, homework, thinking
Repeat
Sometimes I write
As you are now witnessing
But it is simply a waste of time
til I die
It is a waste of time
I do not wish for her to hear
The small things I have to say
Because she will worry
But if she is somehow here
I wish her to stand
I am proud of her
she is living happily
But she is not here
I wished her not to be
Though I no longer believe
That she does not have the time
I believe she is trying her best
To create a life for me
And though I know
I do not want it
I will live it
For her.

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My Sad-Depressing-Poetry
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