Theres a girl that struggles to sleep
Wondering if anyone will find the knife
Find the one thing she enjoys
It saves her sometimes
Helps her realize she doesnt want to die
True she doesnt know how to survive
Or what will happen next
She plans
She throughs a them away
She feels alone
She doesnt have many friends
She works and smiles
And she tries to work on herself
But she cant eat or sleep
She cant think straight most days
But shes here not because she wants to be
Shes struggled with the truth
She needs help but she cant ask for it
She was taught to figure it out herself
Now she has people she can depend on
But how?
Very few people worry over her
But she feels awkward
So she refuses help
She walks away
Thats why shes alone
Shes only found one person that isnt awkward
Hes amazing
But skinny
So she stops eating,
He cant stop her hes so far away
She tries to conform but its impossible
She doesnt have the motivation
She cant sleep
Medicine doesnt work
Shes overdosed too many times
Headaches pound inside her head
Like a thunderstorm that hides
Shes pushed him away too
But hes stubborn
She doesnt know what to do
Shes doesnt belong with him
Shes fat
Hes healthy
He believes in god
She..is too broken to believe in anything
So she cuts
Taking away the pain with pain
Shes learned to breath
But not to blink
Feelings just float away leaving her numb
Thats when she truly smiles
The numbness is her friend
The blackness enveloping her
Making her feel safe
But morning comes
And strips it away
Taking everything but her
So she gets up
Gets dressed
And heads out the door
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My Sad-Depressing-Poetry
شِعرRandom poems that aren't too cheerful? I accept all comments (good or bad) about my work and I encourage negative comments Notes: If there is any word(s) that would normally be capitalized within the poems and it isn't. I assure you that was on pu...
