"I don't only want you for parts of you, I want you for all of you babygirl"
This is story is how you {y/n} fall in love with your new neighbour Payton Moormeier, no love triangle drama though so if thats what you're looking for you're not going to...
a/n~ late... again aha, but like I SWEAR I posted this at 5:32
*after dinner you went upstairs for a shower and got changed into this:
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Then you went and sat on your bed and pulled out The Devil in Winter again. You opened it and began reading. But you couldn't see the words through your tears. You closed the book and rolled over to Payton's side of your bed, you stuffed your face into his pillow and started balling. You got up and grabbed one of his shirts from the drawers in the corner of your room and slumped back over to bed, you laid on your back hugging it, you tried to stop for fear of everyone else hearing you but you couldn't help it, you could hardly breathe let alone stop all together, you grabbed your phone and called Payton's number*
y/n~ P-Payton. Please co-me home
Pay~ y/n? Are you crying?
y/n~ yeah...
Pay~ what why?
y/n~ I'm sorry. For ever-ything. I never kne-ew this w-ould happen, I d-didn't even know my d-ad would try a-nd talk to m-me all tog-together
Pay~ y/n please don't cry. I can't come home right now
y/n~ yes you c-can
Pay~ I can't y/n and I won't
y/n~ it hurts Payton
a/n~ right don't even try prove me wrong, those three words are the most hurtful, yet powerful words I have ever written during this whole thing
Pay~ what does?
y/n~ my body. My hea-rt. They hurt. Physically, I ca-can't do anything, because an-ything is too much if I don't have you ther-e with me.
Pay~ y/n. You are the strongest woman I know. You are so amazing and independent and you can do anything if you put your mind to it, you can still do all of that without me for a couple days.
y/n~ no I cant, when I go to co-ok you're not there hyping m-me up, when I go to bed you're not there cu-cuddling me, when I w-ake up, you're not in the bathroom brushing your teeth, I can't read our fav-favourite book without you, I can't do a-nything without feeling broken and alone.
a/n~ anyone else cry. Just me? Sound aha
*You heard him start to cry*
Pay~ I'm sorry baby girl. I'm really sorry but I don't want to hurt you or anyone else, and until we are safe you need to understand that.
y/n~ I do under-stand that. But I can't d-eal with it either
Pay~ I love you and I'll always be here for you, but not physically, at least not at the moment.
y/n~ I know, and that h-hurts me, so much, but it's also m-my fault
Pay~ no it's not, it's your father's, and there's nothing you can do about it
y/n~ because you won't l-let me do anything
Pay~ there's nothing you can do!
y/n~ d-don't shout at m-e
Pay~ I'm sorry! I'm sorry... I'm just mad and upset
y/n~ and you th-ink I'm not?
Pay~ no thats not what I meant, I just
y/n~ you just wha-t Payton?!
Pay~ you can't shout either
y/n~ okay... I'm sorry.
Pay~ it's okay, I know that you're going through a lot right now, but it's affecting everyone else in the house too.
y/n~ so wh-when I need sup-port most the one per-person I want it from l-leaves me
Pay~ I had to. It's not like I really had a choice
y/n~ yes you did
Pay~ what so leave for a few days and make sure everyone's safe or stay home and get everyone god damn killed? Yeah I still don't think I had a choice unless I wanted to be the most selfish person in the world
y/n~ you keep saying that
Pay~ because it's true
y/n~ but the t-truth hurts
Pay~ someti-mes we just got to deal with that
y/n~ but I don't want to
Pay~ and YOU keep saying THAT
y/n~ so I gu-guess were e-ven
*you laughed a little trying to calm down*
Pay~ okay if it makes you feel any better... I can stay on call with you till you fall asleep
y/n~ you wo-would do that?
Pay~ of course I would
y/n~ thank you, I love you
Pay~ I love you too babygirl
*you talked about all types of random shit until you fell asleep, calmer than before*