"RELATIONSHIP" was never in their vocabulary. Both just enjoying their time at college. Never even knowing the other exists.
Lisa a photography major who also happens to have a passion in dancing always gets both guys and girls to tail on her. Alway...
Chapter 19 - Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Cailat
Jennie's POV
Here I am in my apartment alone, scribbling notes and doing our FW's invitation. I am having a hard time to finish up the invitation since there should be things that I need to consider:
Top fashion magazines. Local fashion designers in Seoul Successful alumni designers Etc. etc.
I need to finish this so we can give them out.
I am also trying to take advantage of the peace and stillness of my anxiety.
Yes, I had one of the worst episodes after Lisa and I 'talked'.
It has been days, I also wasn't able to attend class because I need to have some rest.
Apparently, I had like chest cramps from my last attack and it felt way too uncomfortable even laying down on my side.
It's like there's this invisible dagger on my chest that wasn't been able to be pulled out.
What made me more anxious is that I almost lost being the head for our fashion week for my absence.
Almost lost it again.
Lost it to Rosé.
Of course, she's second in line.
But I can't let Rosé get what I love again.
Thank God, Irene unnie spoke to ms. Park and glad that our professor gave me some time.
I need this.
I stretched my arms above my head as I was done in listing the best guests for our event.
Great, Jennie. You still got it.
You are not your anxiety.
I removed my eyeglass and turned off my MacBook.
My phone rang and saw Irene calling.
"Yes, unnie?"
"Get ready in 30, Seulgi and I will pick you up. Remember today's Saturday. Karaoke night."
"Oh shit. Unnie you know I need to rest."
"You already had rest for four days. C'mon. I had the courtesy of inviting Mino and Jisoo as this is part of out magazine celebration."
I sigh in defeat. Maybe I need some distraction. Also.. the fashion week's about to kick my ass. So why not get some steam off first and sing my heart out? My in pieces heart. Ha.
"I know you'll dress hot. See ya, Jennie."
She hanged up.
Now what the hell am I supposed to wear now?
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6:05 pm
We already arrived at the karaoke place. Both Irene and Seulgi went out of the car while I stayed at the backseat.
I cannot feel anxious again. I can't.
I need to feel normal tonight and the next few days.
Irene might have noticed I wasn't going out and opened the car door.
Before she fully opened it, I composed myself.
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