annoying - muke *SLOW UPDATES*

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/ luke /

we walked into our london house after our concert completely worn out after the amazing concert. well, more so for the other guys than me. michael and calum collapsed on the couches and i attemtped   to go upstars to my room, but ashton had other plans. he grabbed my arm and i winced but he didn't seem to notice. he pulled me into his room, that was in the back of the house so michael and calum wouldn't hear what he was about to do. (if they were even awake anyways)

"you did even worse than usual tonight. you missed chords and beats in, 18, Heartbreak Girl, and Unpredictable. luke, you know what this means." i nodded, afraid to do anything else. i whimpered in pain as his hand came in contact with my cheek. he continued to hit me anywhere anywhere but my face. we don't want any visible bruises, now would we? he would always say that. he continued to hit me and kick me as everything slowly faded to black.

i woke up to michael shaking me awake and pulling me closer, if that was possible. i started shaking and crying. michael just hugged me close and rubbed my back in reasssurance. he started to whisper sweet nothings into my ear to try to calm me down. i smiled and blushed and my sobs started to slow and tears flowing less frequently down my face. it took about 25 minutes, but michael was able to calm me down. i don't know what i would do without a best friend like him.

best friend. i want to be more, so much more, but why would he? i'm nothing. i'm fat, ugly, worthless, pathetic, and a freak that's too clingy and is too pathetic to deal with his own problems. he should be with someone that makes him happy and not somebody that he constantly has to watch over and worry about.

"hey lukey? are you ok,''  he asked me with worry in his voice. great. i didn't want to worry him and that's all i'm doing. i just nodded and and snuggled deeper into his chest. he sighed and started to rub my back again.

my eyes started to become heavy once again so i tried to fall asleep to mikey singing softly to me. god, i love this boy. i guess my body didn't want to sleep anymore, so i just laid there listening to the most amazing sound on earth, also known as, mikey's voice. we seriously need to give him some more solos in upcoming songs, because his voice is literal perfection.

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a few hours later, a slightly tipsy calum and a completely wasted ashton stumbled onto the bus. they both had hair all over the place and bright swollen lips. they were both blushing immensly, and ashton's eyes were filled with lust.

ashton tried to push calum onto the couch, so michael grabbed ashton by the wrist and i took calum by the arm and we took them to their bunks. with ashton and calum both being on the bottom bunks, ashton still attemped to grab calum's arm and pull him into his bunk.

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we finally got them seperated and asleep, so michael and i had some alone time.

i'm currently cuddled into his side with my face nuzzled into the crook of his neck, and our legs entangled  under the bed sheets. i sighed in contentment and snuggled closer to michael.

"thank you mikey," i mumbled sleepily.

"for what lukey?"

""everything, michael. you've helped me through a lot, and i'm very thankful for you."

"love ya lukey."

"love ya too mike. goodnight."

"goodnight"

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i'm sorry this chapter was short and it sucked.

hope you enjoyed anyways <3

bye lovelies!