𝒓.𝒆.𝒎 // 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑗𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑟𝑜

4.

time skip: 1 week later

alejandro's POV

we were hanging out for a week now. they became my bestfriends now. i really loved them, both. i wish i could never lost them. i really trust them, both... but mattia. mattia. he is so gentle with me, he's so supportive and loyal. kairi is too, but mattia hits diffrent. i think i am in love with him. he is probably straight and doesn't love me back. as i spent more time with him, i'm having a bigger crush on him. he... he's my love.
yes, i'm bisexual. i like both genders, i love kairi too, but as a bestfriend. i just don't know if my parents will accept me.
i am so scared if they kick me out or if i ruin my friendship with mattia, like him and kairi are my only friends. i don't want to lose them.
i keep daydreaming about mattia, waiting for that to happen, even tho that would happen only in my dreams...
i hope my daydreams came to reality.

as i was daydreaming, my phone buzzed. i opened and mattia sented a text.
i opened it.

mattia 🦖🤍:
hi ale

me:
hey mattia
read 👁 17:09 pm.

mattia 🦖🤍:
wanna hang out?

me:
can we hang out
at my house ?
read 👁 17:10 pm.

mattia 🦖🤍:
ok

me:
will u call kai ?
read 👁 17:10 pm.

mattia 🦖🤍:
no, no, i meant
only me and u

me:
oh, okay dino
read 👁 17:10 pm.

mattia 🦖🤍:
when should i
come over ?

me:
rn
read 👁 17:11 pm.

mattia 🦖🤍:
yes

me:
see u

mattia 🦖🤍:
see u, love u

he loves me? but does the love me the way i love him? hmm, i don't know...

i went downstairs to tell my parents that mattia's coming over. they agreed. i went to my room and waited for him to text me. i waited for a minute. i ran downstairs and opened the door. god he was gorgeous.

"hey mattia!" i said.

"hi ale!" he said.

"well come in" i said.

he started to take off his shoes and stepping inside. mattia greeted my patents and we both got upstairs. we walked to my room, and mattia threw his self on my bed.

"can i please lay right next to you?" i said.

no, no, no. this was really bad. i shouldn't had say that. shit!

"yeah" mattia said while making place for me to lay right next to him.

i got butterflies in my stomach.