𝒓.𝒆.𝒎 // 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑗𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑟𝑜

11.

mattia's POV

i started talking how i was feeling twoards alejandro. i was nervous because kairi never knew i was bisexual.

"first of all i'm bi" i said.

kairi only nodded "yes" in a response.

"i feel like-" i was so nervous to talk about this since i didn't like talking about my emotions and me in general to who? my bestfriend.

"-i love alejandro more than a friend aka a crush, now please don't hate me" i said as fast as possible.

kairi came closer to me and hugged me. "i would never hate you, mattia" he said in a friendly voice.

"you don't hate me or su-"

"no, i don't" kairi cutted me happily.

i think he was happy that i came out to him, that i said who i really was and who i really loved and wanted. kairi understood everything i said and didn't ever hated me, he accepted me the way i was. i really loved this about kairi, he's- he's the friend everyone needs to have. the best friend that is supportive, that i adorable. i loved kairi so much, without him i wouldn't did many things in life. he helped me through a lot of shit. i fucking love him.

"well" kairi said. "tell ale about how you feel. he will never know if you don't tell him would he?" he said.

"ye-yea-ah" i said.

"why are you nervous?" he said.

"he would reject me, probably" i said sadly.

"bitch is u okay? he fucked you and now reject you? call him or i will do it right this second" he said while grabbing his phone.

"no, no" i stopped him fast as fuck.
"i will text him, i- i can't talk right now." i said.

"i need to see if you're not lying" kairi said serious.

i opened my phone got to the chat with ale and started typing.

ale 👼🏼🥰

me:
ale? i need to tell
you something...

ale 👼🏼🥰:
yeah?

me:
just don't get mad
or hate me pls 🥺

ale 👼🏼🥰:
no? why, what's
wrong now lol?

me:
i-

ale 👼🏼🥰:
mattia don't make
dis dramatic pls-

me:
bitch, i love u
more than friends.
ur my fucking crush
i love u like dat. now u
good?

ale 👼🏼🥰:
haha, we have
similarities 🥺 i luv
u too baby. i'm serious

me:
u doo? like a crush?

ale 👼🏼🥰:
ngl, more than
a crush. like a bf

me:
pls don't mess w me

ale 👼🏼🥰:
i am not messin
w u baby

me:
OML UR NOT JOKING!
OMG BABY ALE CAN
WE DATE? LIKE BF N BF?