THUG-A-LICIOUS LOVE 4

Chapter 15: The walk thru

August POV

I hopped out my Range and went up the stairs to the second level apartments and looked for the number she said.  I found it den knocked on the door. Ik I shouldnt be here but she said it was important she talk to me so I came.  So im just gone talk and leave like nun happened cuz if Monae new were I was….. Lord help me. The door opened.

So wats goin on ma? Why you called? I asked Nookie as she stood there in the doorway.

She moved back n motioned for me to come in. I hesitated lookin around then I walked in n she closed the door.

I'm glad you came August.  Thank you.  She said as she went sat down in the livin room. I stood up.

Yea no prob.  But let's jus cut to da chase so I can go.  I don't want nobody especially Moe to know I'm here. I said stickin my hands in my jacket pockets.

She looked at me , then pointed for me to sit.  I sighed den sat down on the other couch across from her and waited.

Ummm…. Ok.  Ik we've been through alot ,annnd we still are.  But-… I cut her off.

"We" aint still goin through nothin.  "We" no longer exists.  I said lookin at her crazy.

(Salty face) huuuuh… ok you and my brother are havin issues so-… I cut her off once again.

Smh. No your wrong again.  Cuz in my mind… I don't know him and neither is he relevant to me so he havin issues not me. I said now gettin a lil frustrated.

Sml. (she stood up fast) Got damn August can you let me talk!!?  She yelled at me gettin mad.

I stood up too.  I would if you was talkin bout sum shit other dan dis! I ain't come here to hear dis bullshit all over again! Dat shit can stay were its at ,I thought u wanted to talk bout sum important!  I helped back gettin mad too.

August it is!  If you would just let me fuckin talk and stop bein a asshole then I could tell you!

Well if you tryna tell me dat… dat conversation is important and dis is wat you called me away from my family foe… tell me na so I can leave. I said lookin like so wat as I flipped my hood on my head like I was bout to go holdin my keys.

She just paused foldin ha arms.  Huuuu… its not.  She finally said den sat back down holdin ha hands over her face. I just needed to see you August…. I wanted to let you know in person that,  I'm sorry.  She looked back up at me.

I jus looked at her pullin my hood off sittin down holdin my hands together.

I mean-im a better person now.  Over the past year n sum months I've been stayin wit my grandmother n I got a nice job , I fixed myself up,  I'm just basically not on the bullshit no more Aug.  (Sniffles)  she started cryin. I'm just so sorry for puttin yall though this. This is all my fault.

Huuuuu.  I got up and went sat next to her as I pulled her in for a hug as she cried. Its ight ma,  don't beat yaself up over dis.  Ig I can fagive u but… just no dis aint all to fault. We was part of this war too.  I said as I just looked off holdin ha rubbon ha back.

She started to stop cryin as she sat up wipin ha face. I helped her and pushed her hair out her face kissin ha head. (Voice in my head: Awww shit.  You fucked up na man.  Y the hell would u do dat August! You never get into deep wen u sittin in a females house dat aint yours n she showin she need emotional attention.  Come on na. Politely get yo ass up and lee dat hoe right dare foe sum otha nigga who can afford da drama) 

I -i also still… feel sum type way for you August.  She said as she looked at me. I new right den it was time to listen to dat voice and gtf out.