the boy next door

chapter 2

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*alarm* (6:30am)
"FUCKKK" Celeste screams
It was her first day at her new school in New York which was not a good idea for her considering how mentally unstable she is. Her mother just wished for her to at least finish school to make her proud, she only had one year left.

*snoozes alarm*

"Celeste get readyyyy your new neighbour Timothee is going to be taking you to school today, please be kind and at least try to get to know him he seems sweet and he's the same age as you!" Vanessa shouts from downstairs

Celeste has never felt so fucking numb in her life today she woke up and wanted to just blast herself and it wasn't about going to school it was something else, she didn't even know herself. She forced herself to get out of bed, brushed her teeth and did her hair while tears fall down her face. It was an unexpected thing sometimes she would just cry out of nowhere and she couldn't control it.
She went to her closet that was half full as she was still unpacking. And got the most covering clothes she could find to hide her scars. She put on a black hoodie followed by black tracksuits and her OffWhite Jordan's 1. Celeste was so insecure of her body, she thinks she has an eating disorder and always feels judged by how skinny she is. Her mom disagrees and tells her she's perfect, it goes through one year and straight out the other.

"Here sweetie I've got a bag packed for you with lunch water and some school books that you need, now please come and sit and have breakfast"

Celeste moans in sadness and sits down with her head in her arms until someone rings the doorbell

"That must be timothee!"

'Here we fucking go' she thought to herself hoping he would just take her to school and that's it she didn't want to even look at him or talk to him, she's only doing this for her mother.

"Good morning handsome! Come in"
Timothee awkwardly waves and walks through the door with a slight smile on his lips
"This is my daughter Celeste, Celeste meet our neighbour timothee"

I didn't even look up from my arms so my mom walked up to me and nudged me whispering please just be nice. I looked up and see this boy, he was just... conflicting. He he brown curly hair, greenish grey eyes and was really skinny, like me. He gave me a vibe that I cant think through. I already know I'm going to fucking hate this dude.

"Good luck on your first day my love"
"I'll make her feel welcome and show her around." Says timothee with an smirk on his face.
I really hope he's one of the popular kids that has a pretty popular girlfriend who I can run away from and he won't realise that's all I want.
"Bye mom"

The whole car ride was silent, all I did was look out the window of his 3000SL gullwing merc, not even looking in his sight.

"Since it's a 30 minute drive, tell me about yourself."
His voice was surprisingly calming yet so discomforting at the same time.
"Not really much to say." I said continuing to look out the window

He didn't say anything, not like I cared anyway. I just wanted to sit in my room and inject myself or smoke. My cravings became real at this point that I started shaking and digging my nails into my legs trying so hard not to make him notice, but of course he did. He pulled over and looked at me while I looked at him. His eyes were kind of dreamy but idc about that shit. Fuck him he looks like a damn fuckboy.
"We're not going to school, your first day can be tomorrow. Do you trust me?"
I don't even trust myself but at this point I was willing to do anything other than go to school.
"No but whatever" my voice crackles.

The car was still silent for another 20 mins. Usually by now if I was in the car with a total stranger doing this I would be scared, then again I don't remember the last time I was actually scared so never mind. I honesty felt safe even tho I don't like him at all.

sorry this ending was horrible but I felt like it was too long of a chapter 💓💓💓💓