"We are here" he parked the car in a place that I can swear I've dreamed of before. It was a huge park with no equipment just grass. That it.
I felt so weird. He grabbed my face with his masculine hands with the coldness of his rings brushing upon my skin
"I know you Celeste. I know everything there is to know about you. I know you hate life and I know you're depressed. I know if I take off your clothes I'm gonna see trauma through the skin. I can see the fucking pain in your eyes and voice when you talk I can see right through you. You're whole life. You hate everything, every flaw, every person even if you try to love you can't, you feel numb and no one understands you. You're addicted, You wanna fucking end it."
I froze. I didn't speak. I didn't cry. I didn't have any emotion what so ever on my face I just looked at him. I was fucking angry I was ... this was impossible.. this can't be real he can't be real. I had so many questions but I didn't speak. He handed me a joint and a lighter I took it got out of the car and started walking hoping to
God he would not follow. I needed this blunt more than anything right now. He followed behind me grabbing my waist which made me feel some weird feeling inside my stomach I hated it.
"Celeste please"
"Please what? You have no fucking idea who I am, and don't have a right to. and I don't know who you are leave me alone I want to be alone" I finally spoke
"Ok fine" he just took off
Part of me wanted to strangle him but the other half of me wanted him to keep trying. I don't care tho I don't need help. It was now 12pm so I decided to get an uber to my new school so my mom wouldn't lose it.
I smoked the joint but I can't really get high anymore it's not strong enough for me, I arrived at school and my nerves were gone I didn't give a shit anymore I just wanted to
Get being new over and done with. My old school gives me chills thinking about it, let's hope this schools somewhat different.
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the boy next door
Romance***THIS STORY IS BASED ON BEFORE TIMOTHEE WAS FAMOUS AND RICH*** it was just an ordinary town in the ghetto of New York. Celeste moves in a new house with her mom and little brother having past trauma and being a victim of pain and depression. Once...
