Stimulations

Chapter 7 : darkness , guilt and worry

He slowly stood and walked out the door . Leaving me to the darkness ....
I forgive you , Uriah .
Uriah's p.o.v.
I walked out of the black wood door . Guilt swallowing me from the inside out . But I had too . If I didn't .... They would have told Eric .... And he would have to kill me . Just thinking about what horrible things he could do to me ...... Makes me sick ... Him and that stupid erudite .
I walked into the lunch room . Chris's eyes landing on me . I felt the guilt grow . I felt like letting the tears fall . But I didn't . " hey , uri ! " she cried , a huge smile on her face . That's the biggest one I have scene for a while . " where's Tris ?" ..... I froze .mlooking at her confused and let my gaze glide across the room . " I told her to be her so we could talk about the new news from the head quarters . I walked over to Eric's little sister . Patting her on the head . " how's our little spy doing ?"'
" great , " she mumbled eating a piece of the dauntless cake .
" good , ..... Bad news ?" I took a small guess .
" yeah , it involves tris " just the sound of her name bothered me . " oh , is that why we are waiting ?" All she did was nod and walk away . Eric came over beside me . I felt nervous did he know , I casted a nervous glance at tobias , peter . And drew they just looked at me suspiciously and shrugged . " where's tris ?" He asked ." I don......... "
" I know you do know ..... I saw how you looked at them .... What did you guys do to tris ?"
" I don't know what you are talking about ."
" should I call you parents here . I know your parents ... I remember them shunning zeke for a month when he stabbed an initiate . What do you think they will do when they find out their favorite son lied to them , to me , probably has done something to a great friend of the family , and helped three delinquents ,murder the first class initiate ?"
I fell silent ...... " I'm taking her to the infirmary later ..... I had to wait for Drew , peter and tobias to get off my back . .." Sh*t . I just told him who was involved . He smiled " thank you ." He said cockily . " please don't tell them ....... They have something on me and ....... It's important that no one finds out"
" ok , thank you for telling me " he stalked out of the room . I felt a little relief rush over me . I turned around to see zeke walking out of the room . Following Eric .
I ran after him to see what was up . " ZEKE !!!" I cried out loudly . He kept walking . " zeke " bye this point I had reached him out of breath . Placing my hand on his shoulder which he shrugged off . He whipped around , his eyes filled with obvious anger . I froze .
" how could you ?" He screamed . " she was our friend , and you so that to her,?" He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt . Pulling me off my feet and smashing my back to the wall . " where is she ?" He screamed . " where....... Is ....... She ?" This time his coarse voice rang through the hall .
" zeke , I had no choice , they knew something .... I couldn't have them tell . "
" oh yeah , what is so important that you would help those blundering idiots !"
" I can't tell y...." But I never finished .
" that your divergent ........ Guess what ... Our whole family is .... And it's not a secret ... You lied well ..... To mom , dad , Eric , Jeanine , the only thing is you can't fool me !
" now ..... Where is tris ?" .............
Eric's p.o.v
I walked down the hallway to max's office . Nocking harshly on the glass . He had people in the chairs . And I knew their faces all to well . Jeanine and Andrew . " what he yelled at the door . I opened It casually and replied " we need to set and alarm for a missing faction member "
" Have you talked to people who may have been involved ?"
" no ....... I was waiting to get my hands on them .... You see, I already know who it is "
" then do something "
" it's the first initiate " he paused for a minute .
" I doubt tris , would have anything to do with. Missing initiate . "
I smiled wickedly ...." She's the one missing "
He gave a groan and pulled out a small contraption , he held it up to his ear and began to talk to it . A cellular portable telephone . How weird ?
" ok , it's taken care of "
" thanks "
Andrew stood up , Jeanine tried to force him to sit down but he didn't
" what's wrong with tris ?" He yelled . Infuriated .
" awww , look at the little fat Jeanine . Have you found out what little monster you will have ?"
All she did was smile and reply . " yes...... It's a girl ..... Her name is Natalie." I felt anger rise in me .
" where ..... Is .... My ... Daughter " Andrew said again ." I don't believe you have a daughter " I replied in my smart a*s tone . He smashed his hand against the glass table . "Where is she now ?"
......... " why is it that the people that hate her the most are the most curious ."
" because " , Jeanine started " , they want to know if their suffering is ove....." No . " I cut her off . For once the smartest erudite has no Idea what she is talking about . " they want to know , because the guilt of the bad things they did before , they no that they can never make it right "
" if they wanted to make it right then they would have when they where alive "
" people are stupid ..... But if you haven't figured that out by now .... Then I guess that erudite must have over estimated your superiority " . All she did was chuckle . I have had enough . I walked out if the room , my head held high .
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Tris's p.o.v
It was freezing . I felt sticky from the dried blood on my skin . My cheeks froze from the hours of crying . The door slowly opened to a sliver . I looked up to see Zeke , his eyes falling on me , sorrow and pity in them . And it hurt to feel pitted . I want to be strong . Independent . Loved . He dropped to his knees and scooped me up . Uriah helped balance him , as he got to this feet . I suddenly realized how hungry I was . I hadn't eating anything the night before .... I was too drunk . I Hadn't eaten this morning from talking to Eric , and now I still haven't eaten anything . My stomach grumbled noisily . I couldn't talk . The salty metallic taste still dancing in my mouth . I trusted them , all of them ...... And they hated me ..... WHY ??
I ..... Am ......hungry

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Authors note :
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