The Unsinkable Ship (Jerrie Fanfiction) ✔️

Three

Problem

PERRIE'S POV~

We are going to board to the New York City this day. It's 10th of April today and we're leaving Southampton, UK. Everything is ready. And right now, Titanic is already loading passengers aboard.

I am wearing this ultra chic and glamorous pinstripe boarding suit. The colors pair beautifully with the black and white patterns and pinstripe, complimenting other one perfectly. The details on the dress are immaculate, and the black belted waist highlights my fabulous figure. What truly makes this ensemble jaw-dropping is the huge purple, ribbon lined hat and cane that is the epitome of high-class and sophistication.

And now I am currently with Zayn, my mother, and some of my relatives. Since we already found a way on board, we didn't hesitate any longer to go.

It's been few minutes when we went aboard. We immediately went to the first-class station. While walking, we received several amount of greetings from the crews of the ship. There are the captain, musicians, chefs, first-class to third-class passengers, and many more. We entered a wonderful room that consists a king sized bed, two side tables, a big closet, a dresser, and a sofa. There's also a bathroom with a bathtub inside. And beside this room, we have the sitting room. It's so luxurious I can definitely tell. Well, no doubt. This was created for upper-class people.

"Well it seems like you're enjoying what's on your sight, Edwards," Zayn said snapping me out of my thoughts.

I nodded. "Well, I had no doubt. I am sure that everything here were created and done perfectly," I said, being sure for the first time.

After I replied, he didn't talk any further. Well, that's great. I am mentally jumping up and down because of happiness.

After arranging our clothes and some stuffs, I decided to go outside our room. I went to the B deck and took a glance to the great image of the ocean while holdinh onto the railings. It's so beautiful, so mesmerizing. I can see a lot of people and one gorgeous creation caught my attention. And right now, she's staring at me intensely, we're now eye to eye and I can say it's pretty awkward. She's sitting on a bench near front deck, and she has a pencil and a piece of sketch paper in her hands. I looked away and I can see in the corner of my eye that she's still staring at me. Is she sketching me? But why? She doesn't even know me. I take a glance back at her but she seemed busy sketching something. I sighed, wanting to see that work of art. But instead, I just walked away from the railings, walking back to our room. I'm looking forward to meet her anytime soon.

I came back to our room to recieve a furious look from my fiancé. What's wrong with him?

He looked at me and he sighed. He approached me, he placed his hands above my shoulders. Then he flashed a serious and worried face.

"Where have you been?" He asked, eh? I'm just gone for a few minutes, what the hell?

I sighed, "Just went outside," I said simply.

He sighed and he suddenly kissed me. Instead of kissing back, I pushed him away. What the hell is he doing?

"What the hell are you doing?!" I asked, feeling annoyed.

"I'm kissing you! Isn't it obvious? Am I not allowed to kiss my fiancé?" He stated, clearly annoyed at my action.

"I'm not in the mood Zayn, not now. Please," I said.

I took my heels off and changed into a comfortable clothes. I lay on the bed and covered myself with the sheets. I suddenly felt exhausted. I'm going to rest for a while. I then remember the girl I've seen earlier all of a sudden. Am I going to see her again? I hope so. I closed my eyes and started to drift off in a peaceful sleep.

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"Perrie," Someone said while shaking me, clearly waking me up from my peaceful slumber.

I groaned as a response. But the movement didn't stop.

"Perrie! Wake up! It's already 6 in the evening and we are going to have a dinner by 7," She stated with an irritated tone of voice. I didn't move, but she didn't talk any further. She just took the sheets away from me. Then I received my mother's serious face.

"Argh, we still have one hour!" I stated sternly.

"Yeah right? One hour left and you're still laying on that bed! Do you want to have dinner, wearing that kind of clothes?" She stated, getting annoyed.

I walked through the closet and opened it. I saw different kind of dresses. There's casual, formal, and many more. I picked the black and red embellished and embroidered gown of mine. With a deep crimson satin bodice and black lace top, this dress has cap sleeves and an intricate, three layer skirt. I fixed my face, tied my hair up in a relaxed bun, and a pair of red heels.

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We are now here in the first-class dining saloon. Full of tables, guests, passengers, chefs, waiters, and many more. I am sharing a table with my mother, my fiancé, and some of my relatives.

They're busy having conversations here and there, but me.... I'm having my own world here.

Now I'm staring at nothing, gaining back my thoughts. Nothing else but all of my problems. Well, my whole life is a problem. First, my father died. Second, we lost our fortune. Then third, I got set up to marry Zayn. Which is definitely the worse decision they've ever made. But for myself, being stupid and weak, just made it worst.

If I end my life, will everything are going to be alright? Their situations? Are they going to be able to get what they want and need? I sighed. Knowing that maybe if I end my life, everything's gonna be fine. They don't need me anyway. They set me up to marry Zayn just for money. What's my purpose here, anyways? Of course, if I marry Zayn, he will give us all his treasure.That's what they want right?. Money, money, and money, nothing else. And now I don't know what to feel. They seemed busy, eating and talking.
What else are they going to do? They are so focused that they didn't even acknowledge my presence here. What's the point of me being here? I lost my apetite anyway. I'm leaving. I'm gonna get over this. I need to end this.

They seemed really engrossed in their conversation so I didn't interfere, since they do not really care. I stood up, went outside. But no, I should run. I'm going to get over anything. Maybe it's the best solution to solve the problem, for me to die.

I run as fast as I could. My heels made it a terrible job. I couldn't care less to the people I bumped to. All of them threw glances at me, worry and concern evident in their faces. I don't care. My family are also like that, but in the saddest reality, they do not care even a bit.

I hope that in this thing I'm going to do, everything will be fine. If I am going to disappear, there will worry no more. What else can I do? At least when I die, I will no longer have problems to think about, right? I'm so worn out living in this world. Why is this occuring? I wish my father was still alive. I wish we're still living in our normal life. If I only have time machine, then I'll go back to the past and I'll help my dad in whatever he's doing. I hoped that I helped him. I hoped that he'll stop working. Take me back to the past, please. I sighed, knowing that none of those will happen again. It's impossible. Really impossible.

I am at the back of the ship right now. Where I'm going to do the possible solution that will put an end to all of my problems. This is it.

I walked closer to the railings and step on it without hesitation. I hold onto it, then I went on the other side. I turned around and put my hands on the railings beside me. Now I'm facing the wide image of the ocean. I can hear the sound of the water splashing. Cold breeze hitting my face, making my hair to fly away. If I let go, anytime soon, then the problems will be a memory. There's no turning back now.

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A/N: Perrie is trying to commit suicide. Do you guys think she will really do it?. What can you say? Hope you like it.❤️

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