Madness//Mostlyluca

Chapter 15

Marlene's p.o.v

I set up my camera stand and we realize we needed a table
Me=fuck!
Mom=Mar!
Me=sorry
I yell back
Me=fuck
I whisper
Me=let's go to the table
We grab our food and the camera and the stand and the lighting. We set up our food and I fix the lighting and the camera. I turn around and see the guys taking pictures
Me=fuckers we're supposed to film it's not a photo shoot
They laugh and sit down I start recording and sit down
Me=hey guys it's me and I'm box with another video but this time it's with my brothers!
They wave
Me=don't do that it's awkward
We laugh
Me=this is ruski
I point to my brother
Me=this is Malcom the whitewashed one
Malcom= how you finna say that?
I laugh
Me=I'm kidding he's Argentinian
He started biting his lip
Me=chapped ass lips
We all laugh
Me=and this is Mar... my favorite
Ruski=aye what the fuck I'm your brother
Me=out of our friend group
Malcom=I'm part of the friend group
Mar=yo chill!
Me=today we're doing a mukbang while answering questions that you guys asked on our twitter and gram accounts.
We pull out our phones
Me=I guess we'll start with ruski, then me, Mar and Malcom
They agree
Ruski=where do you guys live?
Me=we live in a rock with a yellow antena
Malcom=I live in a pineapple
Mar=I live in a glass dome with a tree
Ruski=I work at a burger place
Malcom=I'm a chef too
Mar=I'm a scientist
Me=I don't have a job
I take a bite out of my Mcchiken
Me=oh we got McDonald's as you can tell
I say pointing at our food
Me=next question is...
I look at my phone and laugh
Me=should we answer it right now or wait till the end?
Ruski=what is it?
I show him my phone and he laughs then I show mar and Malcom
Malcom=right now
Mar=at the end para que no te sube el chile (at the end so the spiciness won't come back up)
I laugh
Me=alright alright! then let's get another one
I check
Me=are you and Harvey petito best friends or dating?
I smile
Malcom=she's blushing
Me=no I'm not shut up!
He laughs
Me=no we're close friends
Mar=that's crazy cause you guys just met and it took you like a year to become best friends with the boys
Me=that's cause the boys live in New Jersey not here
Mar=but still lucky ass
I laugh
Ruski=I give my blessing for Harvey and Mar to be close friends
Me=blessing or not Im friends with him
Ruski=damn all bogus
Me=I'm kidding love you kid
Ruski=love you too kid
We took a bite out of our food
Mar=let's see
He checks his phone
Mar=oh this is a good one...
Malcom=well? What is it?
We laugh
Mar=oh yeah, how did you guys all become friends and what does it feel like having a pair of siblings in the friend group?
Me=no mames that's easy
Ruski=basically Mar, Malcom and I we became friends because we go to the same high school
Me=I became friends with them because they constantly came to my house and they brought me food and would buy me presents for my birthday and all that
Malcom=it's honestly nice having a pair of siblings in the friend group. They don't argue a lot on camera they do I don't know why but they do. Off camera and they're normal. They're both funny especially Mar cause she gets so confused for no reason
We all laugh
Mar=Mar looks up to all three of us and we are there for her. She's the baby of the group so we all would take a bullet for her
Malcom=real talk
Ruski=on everything
Mar=she always checks up on us and even when she's mad at ruski or any of us she'll check up on us. She be making us smile and laugh. She brightens up our day not to be cheesy but she does
Malcom=she's the youngest but she's the mom of the group
Ruski=I cant hate Mar I can get mad but I can't hate her
Mar=when it's that time of the month we know because she tells us she says "I'm on it and I'm sorry if I'm bitchy" she gives us a warning cause before when she didn't we would get mad that she would be happy one second then the next she'll be mad at us. We're that close to her that she tells us this stuff
Malcom=when she has cramps we're on it I go to the store and get her chocolate, cookies, Gatorade and her chips
Mar=I stay next to her and hug her because when she gets cramps it's normally cold for her. So I hug her and rub her back
Ruski=I'll run falling down the stairs and get her heating pads and water and when I go up and give them to her I go to her room and give her more blankets. We don't spend too much time in her room it's mainly in my room
Malcom=we all run and try to be fast when she has cramps. We don't like to see her in pain
Me=my cramps get bad sometimes I'll cry nonstop cause they hurt that bad
Mar=she cried one time and I felt so bad cause there was nothing else I could do but hug her and rub her back and keep her warm
Me=the boys do a lot to help me
Ruski=like right now we're on high alert and everything
Malcom=did we bring in Bebe?
Me=you left bebe outside?
Mar=she wanted to use the bathroom
Me=how long ago?
Ruski=about 30 minutes ago
Me=idiots she doesn't like to be alone for that long
I get up
Me=I'll be back keep going

Luca's p.o.v

Me=I want her back
I tell Jeremy we were on FaceTime
Jeremy=you're serious about this?
Me=yes, I know our relationship was toxic but I need her! She was everything I needed and ever wanted. Now she's gone and she probably doesn't want me back
Jeremy=talk to her then! Tell her you're sorry and you want her back
Me=what if she doesn't want me back! Didn't you see her live yesterday she went off on me! She has a photo shoot with Harvey. He's better and she was all smiles with him she looked happy
Jeremy=that's what we saw not what we know
Me=it's hopeless I fucked up
Jeremy=are you still going to her quince?
Me=it's all the way in August I hope so
Jeremy=try and talk things out one on one with the boys then go to Mar
Me=they don't like me after what went on in the comments and the phone call and playlist. She probably doesn't even care
Jeremy=you guys dated for like 2 years
Me=2 years and 11 months
Jeremy=let me check her insta and all that
Me=why?
I was on pause
Jeremy=she unfollowed you on Instagram
I sigh
Jeremy=she unfollowed you on everything bro
Me=fuck!
Jeremy=you'll be fine
Me=she was all I wanted now I got nothing at all. I lost everything, I lost her I told you so many times how I fucked up and wished she never left me. Now I'm the one that left her and I wish I didn't. If I ever do find somebody I know they'll never replace or even compare to her and the love I had for her.
Jeremy=did you call her and try to talk?
Me=I called her the day she had a photo shoot. She was with Harvey she seemed happy!
Jeremy=but they're just friends you know that
Me=I know but she has everybody against me
Jeremy=not really she just told everybody what happened and everybody chose sides
Me=I mean I get it if they chose her side she only messed up once and I messed up so many times. I just wish I could do something to fix it. I messed up so many times it's crazy to think that she actually loved me so much that she stayed
Tears kept coming out I just played our memories in my head while talking
Jeremy=you'll fix it one way or another just keep calm and try to call her right now. Try and talk with her on why you did it and that you didn't want to end it but it was better for her and her health
Me=she has trust issues because of me and I hate it
Jeremy=I probably shouldn't tell you this but she also has depression and anxiety. She didn't want to tell you cause she didn't want you to worry. She told me she's had for over a year. She's had anxiety for a year now I think. She has a lot of health issues that you helped with and made worse at the same time. She didn't want to stress you out or worry
Me=I fucked up bad I can't even explain or put into words how sorry I am. I just miss her and miss the fact that she was mine all mine no one else's
Jeremy=just talk to her on the phone or FaceTime whichever one
Me=I will I'm going to right now
Jeremy=alright call me back and tell me what happened
I nod and hang up

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