BTS Imagines and Preferences

Seokjin- Rainbow Baby 🌈

Date completed: 30th April 2020
2nd Imagine- 🐭Seokjin 🐭- found on ig as well 💜
TW-Stillbirth, Rainbow baby

"Hello, Mr mini-me worldwide handsome. You are so gorgeous ain't you?" Seokjin was talking softly to his new son Kim-Kwan who had just been born a couple of hours ago. Seokjin was cradling him carefully making sure that he was supporting his head. He didn't want anything to happen to his little boy. Seokjin was sat in a hospital chair with Kim-Kwan, while you were sat on the hospital bed lying down gazing intently at the scene right in front of you. The birth was difficult, but it was worth going through the pain to be able to finally have the little boy that you and Jin had been waiting for so many years.

"I can't believe he is here Jagiya, can you? Seokjin said as he gazed down at his son stroking his little cheek causing Kim-Kwan to turn his head towards his appa. "We have waited so long for you, our little rainbow baby.."It was true. You and Jin had sadly had a stillbirth a couple of years ago. A little girl called Kim So-Hyun. A big sister to your little boy now. She would have been three years old now. Tears started to form in your eye. It still pained you to think of her to this day, but you always knew that she would always be a part of you and Jin's life no matter what happened. You now had your son, a rainbow baby, as they called them, to carry on the love of his big sister Kim So-Hyun that you would show him throughout his life. It gave Y/N hope for her new chapters in life with her husband and her son.

"Jagiya, are you okay. What's wrong?" Seokjin looked over and gazed at you, worry evident in his face. Cradling the baby carefully, Seokjin stood up with the baby and went to put the baby in the little cot that was provided at the end of the hospital bed. Once Kim-Kwan was safely in the cot, Seokjin came over and sat next to you on the bed. "Jagiya, what is wrong? Are you in pain? Do you need me to get the nurses? Do you need some help?" Seokjin was now panicking, worry again evident in his eyes. You tried to speak back, but you were too upset to form a sentence. "Jagiya, are you upset about what I said? Our little rainbow baby." He saw the flicker of emotion in your face change for a brief second before you completely broke down in front of him. Seokjin brought you closer to him so you were able to cuddle him allowing you to breathe in his natural scent that you always got comforted by no matter how upset you got. "It is okay, I got you shush shush it is okay..." Seokjin was whispering comforting words to you as he rocked you back and forth to calm you down. He knew today would be very traumatic for you due to the loss of your baby girl a couple of years ago. Deep down, he was scared as well praying that you both would have a chance to have a healthy living baby that you could both care for and love for the rest of your lives.

After ten minutes, only little sniffles and snuffles could be heard from Y/N signally to Seokjin that she was finally calming down. Seokjin was still cuddling Y/N and rocking her back and forth until Y/N finally looked up at Seokjin red-eyed from crying. "I'm sorry Seokjin, but I was thinking about our little girl who Kwan will never meet. Our little girl".Y/N said whilst looking at Seokjin. With a pang to his own heart, Seokjin never taking his eyes off Y/N "Jagiya, we can keep her alive in our little boy's life and with our own. Our little boy has shown us that we can be parents and we can show him the love and affection we would have shown for our little girl as well as more love and affection for him. We ain't replacing our firstborn baby with Kwan and we shouldn't feel guilty for having another baby. He is our hope and the light at the end of the tunnel and is our little rainbow at the end of the storm we have both been through together." Y/N smiled back at Seokjin now, knowing that everything would be alright with your son and your little angel in heaven. " Although, I do have to say that, Seokjin winked that he has been blessed with the nickname Mr Mini me world handsome" Seokjin laughed, the famous windshield laugh your husband had inherited from somewhere. Y/N laughed, a sound that she had not heard in a while at your husband's jokes. Somehow, you knew that you and Seokjin would be alright and would be able to work through parenting together along with keeping the memory of your little angel. Your son had given you and Seokjin the hope to become parents and to have new chapters in life. You knew deep down that you and your husband would never stop loving your little angel up in heaven.