I Wish You Were Mine [MarkHyuck]♥

14

After the confession Mark stayed back, he had to. The brunette became so rosey and bashfull that he had been sitting cross legged on Marks bed with his inner thighs on all its glory and his shirt as always off his shoulders revealing the hickeys Mark had previously made the night before.

"We need to get to work." Mumbled Mark going outside leaving the brunette in tears.

You cant blame a guy whose heart had been crushed and used for six years? And suddenly everything unleashed before him making him guilty and helpless. Donghyuck pulled on a tight tights and buttoned up Marks shirt as he wore black vans and stared at himself on the life sized mirror of his room. No one wanted him,not even Mark. It hurt that even after he confessed his best friend just didnt want him.

They drove to work but Donghyuck insisted on dropping off at his house to collect things he had said. The house reeked of Jeno's memories, Jeno here and Jeno there. Jeno everywhere. He felt the heaviness of his heart had lessened and he was now confidant that he loved Mark. Was it wrong to carry his dead husbands baby and be crazy in love with his best friend? He didnt know. Widowed at 21 with a baby growing within him he had no one to run to or seek help. He collapsed on the floor of their room, crying as he hugged a photo of Jeno hugging him tightly. Why did no one want him? Them?

"What do I do Jeno? What do I do!?" He cried helplessly, on the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of an envelope under the bed he once shared. Carefully crawling under he dragged out the cover. It was a yellow envelope with a wax seal on it.

To My Wife..... It read, It must have fallen off the bedsheets that morning. Wiping of his tears those stubby finger tore off the wax seal as he opened the crisp yellow scented letter.

Dear Haechannie, The letter read.....

You looked so beautiful under the morning sunshine I didnt have the heart to waje you up Hyuckie. I stole a very long kiss, forgive me babe. I'm afraid I shant be with you by person by the time this letter reaches your dainty stubby fingers. Forgive me to have left you without answers my love but I was helpless. Perhaps it was my betrayal that gave me the nightmare of falling terribly and terminally ill. I was caught in depression countless times but you were always there to cure me but this........It perhaps would never be cure and I dont want to haunt your life with my terminal cancer. Before I completely take my leave dear one I must tell this big secret I've hidden for so long. About Mark Lee.......Your faithful bestfriend. Have you ever known that he had always been in love with you? Since he was sixteen? But I was cruel and stole you from him one the day he wanted to confess to you. Surprisingly you liked me back so I thought I hadnt done anything wrong. He left that day for he was heart broken......Hyuckie he has always sided with you. And been your guardian angel but I took his most precious possession from him. You. I wish that one day, After I'm gone you would meet him again, and fall in love with him, marry him and make love. Have the children and live the life you deserved to live. I love you so much but I'm sorry that I take it any longer. You meant the world to me and I told my parents to never associate with you. I want you to move on, find Mark and love again. I'm a billion times sure he would have never got married, He was the one who created the name Haechan. You were HIS fullsun. You I guess you were always in love with him, thats why you waited for him so long, you even kept looking down the isle before we got married. Perhaps I was the extra fitting in your life. I dont know but you were the best thing that ever happened to me. I know I've been cowardlybut its better than spending the little money we have on usless treatment.   Please dont hate me after I'm gone love......I sometimes wandered why you never gotten pregnant but oh well I guess I wasnt lucky enough to see you carry my baby. Its hurt Hyuckie. Good Bye sweetheart. Please Fine Mark. You guys are meant to be together.......

With Sincerer love,
Lee Jeno. ^-^ Your Eye Smiling Nojams.

Dated forever until the ink on this page fades and my memories perish on your heart.

I Love You♡

The letter had blobs of strained tears and tingy drops of dried blood. Donghyuck body shook like a tidal wave as he looked up with swollen red tear stained eyes at Mark who had never left him and who stood at the door staring at him. Was it true the brunette thought, Did Mark leave Korea and never came for that? His lips quivered and his eyes balled out, his arm squeezing his baby bump. Why did he have to commite suicide? Donghyuck stared up at the man, was he always in love with Mark like Jeno had mentioned? Why didnt he see the letter earlier? Were Mark and he meant to be? The younger jumped running into Marks arms as he smashed their lips together crying not knowing what to do or say. It felt so awful to realize Jeno died without knowing he was going to be a father. And the younger never got a chance to tell him that either.  Mark kissed him back, hugging the boys small warm frame within his arms, he didnt know why they brunette was breaking down but he promised himself that he will always be there for him.

"M-Mark......You are all I have Mark." Donghyuck whispered into the olders thin lips.