Shattered

36 .

( Jamila's dad 👆🏾 ) And just a little reminder, there will be two time jumps in here so yea 😂 , enjoy ❤️ !

2 Weeks Later.....

Jamila's P.O.V.

" Wait , say that again . " I asked the doctor.

" You're 4 weeks pregnant Ms.Carter . " she said and I almost passed out .

" With twins . " she said and my eyes almost popped out of my head .

" T-twins ? " I repeated and she nodded .

I didn't know if I was going to be sick and throw up or cry so bad she'd have to kick me out of her office .

I had came for a check up because my stomach was hurting and it was just time to get a check up in general especially with this COVID shit going on . Luckily Atlanta cases weren't horrible .

I did the math in my head . I mean it of course it was nobody's but August's but no way the night I said I didn't want to get pregnant is the night I got pregnant. When I did the math my performance was about two weeks ago . We did it the night before so I was pregnant before that .

Oh my god that bitch drugged me while I was pregnant. Thank god I didn't have a miscarriage. But that might've been the reason why my stomach was hurting.

" Ms . Carter ? Are you okay ? You look like you're going to be sick . " the doctor said snapping me out of my thoughts .

" Um Jamila . Please call me Jamila . I'm fine . So, are you sure everything is okay ? Did you guys find anything or see anything ? And I was bleeding a little like last week . Is any of this signs of a miscarriage ?" I said completely worried .

" No , you have nothing to worry about Jamila . Your baby is completely fine . Small stomach aches and a little bit of blood is perfectly normal . You're fine . " she said and I nodded .

" Okay . Well then I guess I'll be on my way . " I said getting off of the bed .

" On your way out you should make another appointment for a couple weeks from now . Just so we can check on the babies and see how they are . "

I started to walk out but I stopped and turned around .

" What if I don't want to keep the babies ? " I asked hesitantly .

" You want to get an abortion ? " the doctor asked standing up and walking towards me .

" Maybe . " I shrugged playing with my fingers nervously.

" Jamila , sit down . Let's talk . " she said grabbing my hand and guiding me back to the bed .

I sat down and just started crying nonstop .

" Ugh I'm so sorry . " I said as she comforted me .

" It's okay sweetie you gotta get it out some how . "

" It's just that I'm only 18 and I've already been through so much . Their father and I aren't really together anymore. We just broke up like two weeks ago and all he's ever wanted was kids. " I said wiping my tears away .

" And what about you ? "

" Me ? I've never really wanted kids honestly. I mean when I was with him everything changed. I started to think about it but I didn't want any now . But I having two now . I never really believed in abortions because I wasn't raised that way but this is just a lot to handle alone . "

" Okay I'm going to tell you what I tell all the other young mothers that come in here going through the same thing you're going through. Keep them or don't keep them , it is completely up to you . But , I got pregnant when I was 16 . They're father had just passed a week before I found out I was pregnant. My own family even told me I wouldn't even graduate. Everyone doubted me but look at me now . I have my masters and doctorates degree in medicine and I'm one of the best doctors in the state . My point is, I did if all with my kid right beside me and she was honestly all I needed . I can look at you and tell you'd be an amazing mother . So again , up to you but I really think you should think about it before you make a decision. " she told me and I nodded giving her a hug .